Smiles29

I was banded Nov 2 and my first fill isn't until Dec 15. I have some restriction, but not nearly as much as it was right after surgery. My surgeon said this would be expected. I'm ok with that until my fill. The worst part is that every body knows I had my lap band, so I feel like they are all looking over my shoulder when ever I eat. They don't really understand. So I have to explain everything and it almost makes me feel guilty for eating. Sometimes I want to hide and eat.

My band date is November 2. I'm so excited. Yesterday I met someone who is having her surgery the same day, by the same doctor. We are going to be lap band buddies. but it helps to have someone who has already done it because, like you said, you don't really know what to expect. Do you have fluid in your band already. I thought you had to wait a while?

I also have one of those pictures from 100 lbs ago. Don't people think about what they say first. Who wants to hear about how pretty they used to be. Once my picture got hit on by one of my boyfriend's friends. Guess he couldn't recognize me. Makes you feel like poo. I'll be glad to do simple things like wear a belt. Or go out with my friends again. They think I'm a party pooper, but they don't understand how it makes you feel when you don't look like everyone else. I have break downs in the dressing room just looking for an outfit. Good luck on your journey!