I have not lost weight in the last week and a half. It is depressing. I have not had my first fill yet. I am hoping that will help me lose again. I guess the only way I deal with it is try to think that it will happen. However, the old me, thinks of this as..great 'I will not be successful at this either!'....That is a great fear of mine. I am still trying to understand where the weightloss really comes from. Half of the boards talk about not being able to eat because they are too tight, or too afraid. Is fear and lack of physically being to eat what causes success on this? That is what I sometimes think. Or is it, that with the right fill, I will have more control and still be able to eat healthy, etc? I hope this is the case. I don't want to live my life with this PB'ing, sliming, or being afraid of having lunch with my customers and getting something caught like that.