MrsG

Well...what can I say? I'm finally about to take the biggest step I've ever taken. This is truly a life changing decision. I gave birth to my first daughter 12/29/08 and am at the heaviest weight I've ever been my entire life. Now that my little one is becoming very active and attemtpting her first steps, I don't want to be sitting on the sideline watching her play. I want to be able to interact with her 100%. Her father, whom I've been with for over 4 years doesn't understand my issues with my body. He says he loves me the way I am. I have always been a plus sized girl, but never had a stomach-well..child birth changed all of that and thats the one thing I am most self conscious about. When I try to hide it from him, he tells me he helped me get that stomach and its from our angel and he loves it. I'm making this decision for myself and by myself. I have support from the few people I've told and I'm ready to do this! Wish me Luck!!!