I am at the same point right now also, "I just can't seem to get it right" when I first got banned I loved it things were great, a year or so in something happened and I had to have it taking out. I did really well on the 6 months of healing I had to do, then I had it put back in, and I'm just doing ok now, not losing much at all. My lost I got to was 170 something and that was not eating at all for days, so not good at all, before I had it taking out, now that it is back in it just seems harder to lose for some reason. I am still working at it. I hope things start to work out for you.
Dawn