I know i've been away lately. I have been so depressed and discuraged with weightloss. I am thinking about having my band taken out and having the gastric bypass. I know that sounds nuts but really i dont eat what i used to b ut i still do not lose weight just stay the same. im tired of PB every time i eat real food. i have to live os runny mashed potatoes and quite frankly it sucks. I am at this point in m y life where im going at this cross road and I need to make up my mind. Have I excercised? NO,Not like most do, it hurts to walk and my hips hurt when i do. I wanted to join a gym but... theres sooo many people that would stare or laugh....