Thank you so much for your replies. I just went to my seminar yesterday, and have an appointment with the surgeon on the 20th of this month.
I've done WW several time, Jenny Craig, Atkins, and weight loss drugs...which I hate taking.
What was extremely discouraging.. that at the seminar yesterday, I was the 'smallest' one there. One lady looked at me and said, "Why are you here? You don't need this."
Granted she was in the high side of the morbidly obese range, but according to the slide that the doctor went over my BMI is still in the severely obese range... maybe she thought I just 'hide' it well... hahaha