I think I was well educated. Maybe I misunderstood some things. It was my understanding that my "pouch" wold only hold 1/2 cup at most at a time (even less right after surgery), but I know my supposed "pouch" will hold much more. I thought the swelling after the surgery would provide the restriction, but it hasn't. I have no choice but to wait for my 1st, 2nd, 3rd fill to reach the sweet spot.
I do understand that I need to heal, and that I need to be patient, but I am frustrated that I feel like I am struggling just as I always have with hunger and never feeling satisfied. I will try and stay positive and I promise to be more patient, it's just hard sometimes.
Thanks for responding, I appreciate your support.:thumbup: