ok ok....
seems like we have a good group of "newbies" July banders
I have high hopes of this working out for me (and you all) but I still worry about my history of losing weight, gaining it back, losing weight.... and so on.... I'm guessing I may have lost and gained several people by now.
My mind is starting to play tricks on me.... like... "hey matt, isn't this the time you eat potato chips?" "hey matt, remember mcdonalds...mmmmmmm big macs"
obviously I'll need to retrain myself on eating habits.... but dang.....*sobs* I sooo sooooooo likey sour cream and onion potato chips!
then there is the burden of the "pressure" that I feel family is adding to me. I mean, they are watching to see how I do. My dad offered to pay for my brothers banding if I am successfull. (which I'm not complaining, however I saved it all by myself for 3 years)
Then, being so far from my doc, what happens if I mess up and have a slippage of the band? hmmmm mo money mo money
fills, fills, fills, that's the rub isn't it..... you think you are done paying ... then the fills.... sure... I have free fills from my doc.... but I have to spend 400 for the flight to get there..... grumble grumble grumble
I WANT MAGIC DANGNABIT..... a automatic pill to lose all the weight I want without working to dang hard to do it
basically this was a complain session and worry session...
I'm happy I chose to be banded... and I made a life choice....
it's the unknown future that concerns me
what happens if I still have the band and turn 70 and start forgetting about it..... ooops... pb pb pb... *lol* I think to much!!
what are your worries? however crazy *s*