hello all,
I'm really new to this and im not sure what i should be saying or doing, I just had my operation 28th july 2009..it was a big decision to make as i used my weight to hide away from how i was feeling from such a young age.! i was in a very bad relantionship a slap happy drunk, my son died Joshua in 98, and i got raped 5yrs ago.. which helped me to gain so much weight i weighed myself march this year 2009 an i was 129.8 kgs and as you all can understand it wasnt a great feeling, I'd been down for my operation 2yrs with Dr. Kow at the Flinder Medical Centre...and in 2007 i met this amazing man now my husband Luke who's changed my way at looking at life without him i proberly wouldnt of went through with it, I'm a mum of 3 kids amber 17 sam 14 an michaela 10, I'm expecting my first granchild in September. Also i've got 4 step kids i love to bits Makayla 10 Chloe 7 Hannah 5 an Leigh 17mths. so full house in school holiday's but i wouldnt have it any other way. Today been i think my 4th day after operation I'm feeling alittle lost, panicy, scared, nervous and I'm wondering if anyone could possibley understand what im saying....! with voilence even tho im not in it no more i felt protected by my weight!! I would love to hear an chat to anyone
thanks sheree
March 2009 129.8kgs
July 28th 2009 119.3kgs
August 1st 2009 116kgs