Princess losealot

I am waiting to have surgury.  I have been overweight for about 20 years.  Time has come for me to do something about it now.  I have others that depend on me.  I am scared and anxious, but am also hopeful.  I am going through the different moods right now.  I have hesitations about the surgery, but then I go right back into remebering why I am doing this.  Its a lot of the unknown that gets to me.  What will work, what wont.  I have fears of the things that won't.  I am scared silly of this pbing as they call it....ewww.  I drink a LOT of water with my meals.  That alone will be a hard change.  I read some people that still do drink when eating, and others that simply can't.  I am a creature of habit, and its all going to be a BIG change.  But hopefully, it wont be long till the new ways WILL be my new habbits.  And this is what will hopefully get me to my goal.  I look forward to the results. I look forward to being comfortable.  Here we go~