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4.And because MY grandmother can tell if something is wrong, I also lied by saying that I was having back pain and that I wasn't feeling well today! lol! (I didn't tell my grandmother either about the surgery!) But now I have back pains for real:(

Oh well friends, I really don't have much more to report. I guess I will be alright and I apologize if I scared anyone in the beginning, but this is truly how I am feeling.... I guess, I'm just having mixed feelings about the whole thing. Tomorrow is another day so hopefully I'll have something more positive to report. Until next time.... Please take care of your selves and if any of you are experiencing the same problems that I am and know some quick remedies, please let me know. Oh! Before I go, what are y'all drinking on the liquid diet. I'm just doing water and vanilla/chocolate boost. Please send me some suggestions! Thanks Guys! Keep in touch