pattirc

SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME!!! I am a 55 year old women married for 35 years.  I have struggled with my weight since i was about 12. There are very few diets that I have not tried including the liquid ones.  My children came to me and told me they were worried about my health and my future years as a grandmother. I had already been looking into the surgery and was thrilled to know that they supported me.  I do not have health insurance and so we put it on a credit card. It was hard but my husband agreed because we were so convinced that it would work. initially lost 15 abs in the first month and then over the next month or 2 lost another 10 lbs.  The pa felt as though my esophogus was expanding and pulled the fills out. I then gained my weight back. I have since in the last year had 2 oz. and not lost a thing.  It costs me $250.00 every time I have to go to the clinic.  I am so depressed and don't know if this is all lost or not.  I don't know what to do. My surgeon was not asked to come back after his contract was up...I need help. I am so undone over this. I know that alot of people have been successful in this and I want to be one of them.  Desperate,Pattirc