I'mwiththeband2

I was never blessed with a speedy metabolism.  As a child/teenager, I was a healthy weight. I did have a few periods where I would pack on some pounds but it was always referred to as a "phase".  For me, I think it was a clue to what my adult life would be.   When I hit around 20 years old and was out on my own, I hit a "phase" again.  Unfortunately, that phase never went away but kept increasing.  I have yo yo-d from 180 to 270 over 10 years.  I also have PCOS which doesnt really help with the situation.  My husband and I have had the typical run with fertility treatments due to PCOS. He has always been such a great supporter.  Prior to being referred to a fertility specialist my GYN required me to lose weight.  She gave me Phentermine, which at the time I thought was a miracle pill.  I lost 70-80 pounds in 4 months.  The problem was it was all the pills doing.  Once I stopped taking that miracle, my weight came back, quicker and more.  I have been considering the lapband for quite some time.  I have to admit that at the beginning, vanity was the complete motivator.  I want to be skinny, I want to stop shopping in plus sizes, I want to be able to go on vacation and not be afraid I wont fit in the airplane seat.  Well, as I have gotten older, my motivation has changed to being healthy. Dont get me wrong I cant wait to buy that first pair of single digit size jeans but that will just be a fun perk.  I have a family history of breast cancer, heart disease and diabetes.  I have been very lucky until this point not show any signs of any health issues but want that to remain true.  I am excited to start this journey and with alot of perserverance I know I will be successfull!!