bakdebbie

Hello there.     I have been thinking about getting it again, but keep chickening out every time I go to make my appt.   I keep thinking I'm giving up & taking the easy way out.   I eat bc I'm bored.   All I seem to do is stay home.  I'm a SAHM with 2 kids & I homeschool my older kid, so ya I am home pretty much all the time.  It's to dang hot out side to go any where around here & sadly this town has nothing to do.   I have been trying to keep myself away from food by cleaning the house, laundry,etc, but the boredom gets to me after a while.   I love to walk, but when it gets 100+ around here I just can not do it.    I have a 7 yr girl that every time I look at her I think if I stay this way that I will not be around to see her grow up.  My son whom I homeschool is 14 yr & he is 6ft tall & 244lbs.    He has big bones like his daddy.