Chooky

GRRRRR I am so argh today, must be pms....:cursing::cursing::ohmy: HAPPY TURKEY DAY to all the americans out there. Christmas is comming and all the choccies are in the study saying eat me.......:angry:Going to take them to mums so I cant eat them before Christmas agian this year. I am just a moody bitch today and grr at anyone who looks sideways at me, this is so not me, give it a coulpe of hours and it will be tears, this is worse today because i will not succumb to the choccies to make things better, although i am sure husband will soon ram them down my throat to shut me up.... God what an awful whingee blog Sorry but today is just the pits. The next few weeks are really busy so this mood will go but ...... I know afew cans of d.coke and a bag of lindt balls would help but i am not doing that anymore and i've been for a walk so the world will have to put up with a p**sed off chooky for today, I will stay inside to limit the damage and not answer the phone. Still 99kg but even that does not lift me today. Sorry Chooky:cursing::crying:

Welcome Chris. People just annoy me today (PMS). Nobody would think a crack addict or an alcoholic a failure if they could do something like this to basically save thier lives, noooo it would all be yahoo well done. Well we can and thank god for that and no matter what religion you are god wants us to live and love and support eachother on whatever the journey brings. Good Luck Chooky

don't think I haver felt good, I remember an easter egg hunt when i was 3 and finding the damm basket and not touching it because someone would say trust her to sniff it out. looking back i wasn't even fat!!!!! just not a stick like the other kids. Im glad i had the band because now i am not trying every new thing, and i am losing weight all the time without worrying about any of the crap that goes with it. cheers Chooky

HA HA HA lol a good friend of mine said the same to me. Its not even 12 months and i have lost over 60 lbs and she has gained and lost the same 10lbs over and over. Now hasn't seen me for a few months and we don't really see each other any more. I never set out for a competion and don't see it as one, I need this for me, she must of felt threatened or something. bring it on Chooky

My m.i.l says if ive lost 10lbs im kidding myself, well over 60 lbs and still no comment but as you say plenty before. Spiteful people. or?????? good luck and happy holidays. chooky

:biggrin::biggrin::thumbup:99.6kgs today.. Broke that barrier with 5 weeks to spare. Normally I would celebrate by pigging out, but not anymore!!!!!!!:drool: That's 33kg gone.... woo hoo. Not far to go.... I keep jumping up and down. Cheers Chooky

:biggrin::biggrin::biggrin:99.6kgs today.. Broke that barrier with 5 weeks to spare. Normally I would celebrate by pigging out, but not anymore!!!!!!! That's 33kg gone.... woo hoo. Not far to go.... I keep jumping up and down. Cheers Chooky

no go here either!!!! chooky

Try uping the calories.. your body may need more to lose weight. Chooky

Hey, Nearly 6months in and 32kgs down nad yes those feelings do start to change, but so does your way of life. In saying thattoday we went out as a family to our markets which would of normally met with burgers and fries and cokes and lollies, but these days we buy a six square block of fudge and share between the 4 of us and are happy with that, but yeas I miss all my old friends (fried and battered) but The change this has made to my whole family out ways it. Goodluck on your journey, add up the money you would of spent yesterday on food and crap you will be hoorified. Cheers Chooky

Its so different here in Aussie..... I got a referral from G.p picked surgeon, had a consult and booked sugery. Health fund paid. Maybe you should just move?????? Now see surgeon every 4 weeks , support group 1 x month, and nutritionist if I feel I need too. Lost 30 kgs. Had band 28 may 09 Cheers Chooky

GGGGRRRRRRR. I hear ya

Hey just had this experience also. Go right back to basics, like just post op, slowly sipping liquids. Because you threw up the stomach swelled, then you try more stuff and throw up visious circle give it a coupl eof days of liquid and let the swelling go down and then proceed slowly. it worked for me

Rest the head... What a truely exhausting way to live. Constantly on a diet or thinking sh%#*t i shouldn't of eaten that, what new magic thingo can I try next. I had my band May 28 09 have lost 30kg and am not obsessing about the above anymore, it has changed my entire families life because I am amuch calmer person who has time for so much more than food. I eat to live not live to eat now, I never thought that was possible and couldn't understand those who did. Good Luck with your journey Chooky

Well, Well, Well. Same here.... Liquid to real late in the afternoon, dinner is still small, but wow I thought this was weird, but it's nnot.. Chooky

F####**^K him. I have spent so many wasted years feeling like yoou do and 5 months out and 7kgs from a tummy tuck i feel great. Yesterday a friend said thank god you came back to us. She mean't that now the fat has gone (again) and gone for good, the real me is always around not the ashamed and depressed person who takes over. Forget the pigs in the world and move to where ever your goals take you. A couple of weeks ago i was banana boating with my kids not sitting on the beach or making excuse's as to why they couldn't do it. Grab the change and shine, bad news is he will always be a pig good news is you know it and you will be skinny Cheers chooky

hieght and starting weight are the same just deduct 10 years. I am 5 months post op and have lost 30kgs and feel great... Good luck on your journey every day gets better Cheers Chooky

Hey Cleo, pain pass'es but the benefits from lapband are forever. Give your self time to get through this stage mentally and physically and move a bit every hour, it pass'es, truly it goes away..... Cheers Chooky

Hi sierra, Well that just sounded like my life pre band, except the marching and insurance hassles. just over 4 months post op and feel fantastic. Listen to yourself its your life... Good luck cheers chooky

Hey I had those moments post op too. You have to remember that you havn't had your mind banded!!! things get easier and old habits do die off. I am 4 months post and have not even realised that some habits have changed until its pointed out. Enjoy the shower!!! Chooky

IS IT??????? Well the past few day's have made me slowly come to belive that it is.:huh2::smile2::tt1::smile2: Pre band I was a very different person to who I am now or perhaps to who I am becomming. NO not becomming, revealing to the world I guess. I was always stressed out, tired grumpy for the littlest things and always thinking of food or guilty over some food or worrying about something I was to fat for or to go to or even just do with the kids. In short I was plain miserable, and only just realised it. Now that I don't have the choice to pig out, the decision having been made by a band, my head has time for all this other stuff. I'm enjoying time with the kids and gardening and am comfortable in my own company. A much calmer person lives here now and it's because I don't have all this hate for myself and love of food that I can't control. My life no longer revolves around food and I understand the saying, "Eat to live not live to eat" as I am not cosummed by the need to constantly look for the next fix or solve the next issue that arise's with it. At the moment my day's are HAPPY:smile2: and I am not so naive as to think thats that then, I know there are rough ones lurking ahead:crying: but I am finding new ways to get through them which doesn't include the help of Cadburys or KFC. Happiness is natural and I am finding it all around in the most unexpected place's, one of which is not the fridge. Cheers Chooky:smile2:

Put down the gum..... makes the stomack acids start cranking into action and makes you hungry for real not head hunger. It sux I know but....... I have a giant range of flavoured tea's and coffee or a little treat cheers Chooky

IS IT??????? Well the past few day's have made me slowly come to belive that it is.:tt1::smile2::smile2: Pre band I was a very different person to who I am now or perhaps to who I am becomming. NO not becomming, revealing to the world I guess. I was always stressed out, tired grumpy for the littlest things and always thinking of food or guilty over some food or worrying about something I was to fat for or to go to or even just do with the kids. In short I was plain miserable, and only just realised it. Now that I don't have the choice to pig out, the decision having been made by a band, my head has time for all this other stuff. I'm enjoying time with the kids and gardening and am comfortable in my own company. A much calmer person lives here now and it's because I don't have all this hate for myself and love of food that I can't control. My life no longer revolves around food and I understand the saying, "Eat to live not live to eat" as I am not cosummed by the need to constantly look for the next fix or solve the next issue that arise's with it. At the moment my day's are HAPPY:smile2: and I am not so naive as to think thats that then, I know there are rough ones lurking ahead:crying: but I am finding new ways to get through them which doesn't include the help of Cadburys or KFC. Happiness is natural and I am finding it all around in the most unexpected place's, one of which is not the fridge. Cheers Chooky:smile2: