~*~*~Panda~*~*~

i know, i know, i've been trying to stick it out for 2 months..i just cant take this anymore, i'm not giving up though. yes and i do. and i have talked to my surgeron about it, ever since i had my surgery. and thats why i see him every 2-3 weeks now..he said he doesnt know whatelse to do besides removing it, he gave me two different kinds of nausea meds one he gave me a prescription to the day i left the hospital and week one post op he gave me a different kind and i think it zofron or something like that, i find that they don't work anymore..i'm not a quitter and im not gonna let this thing stop me from achieving my goal, if i have to get it out to make me feel better, im going to do it, and if i have to get it out, i have to, and im not gonna stop my journey, i'm looking good, and im gonna keep going to look even better.