Hi Everyone!
I am July 8th with Dr. Kuri...but I have to admit, I am nervous as heck... I was so gung ho on being banded and have done so much research and have been so excited...but now that it is 3 days away, I am very scared and having second thoughts. Any words of advice/encouragement are welcome.
My thoughts:
Clearly getting the lap band is a life-changing surgery for the better, there are some things that I just can't get over. I love to go out and eat and drink(beer especially...) and be merry and I am affraid that with the lap band, this part of my life will be signifigantly changed. But then I try to keep in mind that when I am skinny and healthy and hot, who needs to eat and drink so much, right?
Then there is the fact that I am only 26 years old and am young and healthy enough to lose the weight on my own....the problem here is that I have lost the weight on my own so many times and have ALWAYS gained it back So with the lap band as a tool, hopefully this would no longer be an issue.
The last thing is that I am embarassed about the whole thing. My mom is the only family member that knows about my surgery and only a handful of my friends know. I feel like it is a private matter and it is no one's business but my own. BUT, as I mentioned before...I like to go out and have fun...so what do I say when I can no longer have a beer or take a shot or binge eat with my girlfriends after a breakup (haha)? I guess the bottom line is that I want to better myself, my health, my appearance and overall well being, but as I said before, I am totally doubting myself. I feel like at this point I can either talk myself into going through with this or forgetting the whole thing. Please help! Thanks