Hi all!!....my name is Jenny and I have an approved surgery date of 5/10/2010...I am excited and scared...a little about me...I know this is probably not the best way to start but here goes....I was never really over weight until I went through cancer...steriods are awful!!!...I gained about 80 pds after going through 15 wks of chemo and 32 radiation treatments...(they only gave me 8 months to live) so I am glad im still here...this was all in 00-01...so now I am still 80-90 pds overweight...my body completely changed...I was not as active...my thyroid is not my friend...and the fact that I am 38 now and been like this so long....well I finally sat down and thought "jenny you got a second at life...LIVE IT"...so I started this journey to have this surgery...I can not do the RNY because I have to be able to have a camera put down my throat if ever needed because of having cancer before...so my work insurance was tough...Aetna sees the sleeve as experimental...but shockingly they approved 5 days after my surgeons office sent everything in...I was very very compliant...I lost 15 pds before I even started the 2 wk liquid pre-op diet...which I am in day three of...its killing me...I love PASTA!!!...I see all these post about no preop diet or one small meal a day...I cant do either...I have to do straight liquids for two weeks...my BMI is 41...I am 5'11 and 288 pds...I spread my weight well....basically I am looking for support...I want PASTA so bad...the protein shakes suck (sorry)...I have to intake 80-90 grams of protein a day with only 800 calories...I can have broth and sugar free jello...I did go get some frozen crystal light popsicles...they have helped...but I am more a salty person then sweet...I know I am being babyish...I know if I can beat 4 stage cancer I can do this pre op diet...ok...I ranted...any encourgment would be appreciated...Thanks for reading!!!...oh if anyone can give me some aftermath things about how you felt after surgery and what I can expect I would so greatly appreciate it....Thanks Again:thumbup: