HBSurfPunk

yeah its funny how losing weight makes you more aware of who you really are. Your whole life you just indentify with being fat (at least I do) and the prospect of not having that be an integral part of your life is crazy! Its going to be a strange transition! I mean I'm the really funny and pretty fat chick- once the weight is gone, I'll be the hot chick (I know stuck up but my name isn't Vanity for no reason lol!) but the thought of being the hot chick scares me! The same for guys, big guys are the good time guys-once you turn in to prey for women vultures its going to be weird. anyways as for me, I've lost another 2 lbs on pre-op diet