Hi Bonnie, you should be so proud of yourself for what you have achieved so far.. I know how it feels as i have lost 11stone (154lbs) in 3 years and find myself doing things i thought i would never do again..Like you say life around food goes on for us banders but if you are sensible then it will help you with weight control.. This is my first reply to anyone on here but this site seems to offer advise and help from all over the world and that can only be a good thing..Well done..keep up your hard work..you look great..Cheers Paul