Vanity

Exactly, for me Ive been Obese for about 11 years now from an muscular build but before that I was the picked on little boy in school that all girls overlooked lol Anyways i got my revenge in High School and College and then it was back to fat guy. I am so sick of being the fat guy and living in the OC doesnt make it any easier, I have people side viewing me and touching their stomachs like "damn Im glad Im not that guy" it pisses me off. What scares me is becoming an vengful person when im back. I dont think I will but these people make it hard, ya know? Anyways, thats awesome another 2 pounds down congrats!! Im down 30 lbs from pre op weigh in. yippie!!