I am so sorry that you are feeling so overwhelmed…But I do understand. I too had a lot of stress going on before my surgery also.
I did not have much of a support system set up when I decided to have the surgery.
Husband thought it was not necessary, I chose not to tell several members of my family because they would not be a positive support group for me.
I was nervous, scared and started to doubt my own decision …. I had to do some deep digging into my sole….I had to remember why I was doing this and how it was going to change my life, my health, my wellbeing. I had to focus on me, me, me…By the time my surgery date rolled around it somehow all came together.
After the surgery ….I am so grateful that I did it and since then I have filled in the rest of my family and they are being very supportive…
You will be fine, focus on you….I wish you the best and cant wait to here from you when you are home and recovering.
You may also email me if you need a friend…traceynco@besnan.net
Starting weight 222
Ht: 5’5
Banded:05/14/09
Today’s weight 202 :party:
Weight goal: Healthy!