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OMG!! what has happend here..I just got through reading the last few posts..come on ladies..I need you guys. I am screwing up so bad I gained 8LBS!!!! I know all my fault the cakes and ice cream ive been binging on!! I dont know why I have been so depressed lately. still no job... Also I feel like i'm getting stuck so bad lately I think cause I havent been eating slow enough. Tina, Candra, Riley, Donna, Nicolie, Moni, Jess, Nicole, and Pam WE (NEWBIES) especially (I) still need need your support You all have felt the emotions, pains and weird stuff and want to learn off everyone. So do not let this thread go this has helped me and will help many many others to come.

Hi Everyone! Nicole Happy wedding day. I am sure you had a great wedding even in the rain. Just chkn in. Ive been so busy with job searching I havent been able to log in as often. Everyone have a great Friday and weekend.

Hi again! Boy did I get stuck today..1st time every actually throwing up from it. Man ! did that hurt!! I stil feel sick to my stomach. Not sure what it was I was eating fish and some grain mixture that had garbanzo beans, and some other small yummy grains..I think m aybe that's what it was I dunno..but I am so scared to eat now.

Tamra- You can do it...

Hey everyone- cOCO CONGRATS! You are looking great too. Well another day..I have to be 200 or less by 4/2 when I see Baggs again. I weighed myself thid morning I was 208 gotta keep trying.

I enjoy everyone of these posts and am learning off them. Let's move forward EVERYONE. Ok so Just got back from vacacille fro my fill. Baggs gave me 1cc I almost chickened out but he said I usually give people 2 cc for their 1st fill. anyway I drank the water and on the way home I felt a lump inmy throat and I feel like I have stuff in my throat. I dunno I have to see if i am able to drink more this evening I will keep u all posted. Thanks fro the good luck wishes tomorrow. I just hope I dont say anything stupid becasue I am so darn lightheaded from not eating.

by the way I am so hungry right now..I know I have to be on liquids only today. BuT I'm thinking of having some chix broth right now.

Thanks Tina. I needed those words I was getting worried about todays fill. Becuase I want this job at VSP so so bad!! I sure wish and pray for the best for you. I like your ay of thinking you are a person who speaks her mind. I need to learn to be that way at times.

Good Morning everyone! Today I go and get my 2nd fill. Can I get your opinion on this? I had .5 the last time and now I want to ask baggs to give me 1cc. I dont know if I should I am so afraid of being too tight and being ill by my interview appt tmoroow morning. What do you guys think? I was even thinking of asking him to give me .75 than making an appt a few weeks later just in case. I dunno if they will even do that cause Iknow appts are hard to come by. What are opinions of this. How many cc's do you all get at your fill appts typically?

Riley- I know you can do it. You are a very determined person. I can tell by your success so far. Gurl I do all those things but the beer but I do the wine..I surprised myself and drank a whole bottle one night with a friend. Now that is bad!! but keep getting abck on track. I decided not to even touch the wine anymore which I determined is probably why I dont lose the last 8lbs to get to onederland. That means more to me than a glass of chardonnay or scoop of ice cream.

Hi everyone! Sorry I didnt make it to the meetng We went to San Jose last minute. Heather those are some great before and after pictures. Tina- You do what is best for you. My sis in law gets a fill every two weeks..can you believe that! I am barely going to my 2nd fill on Wed. She's already had 3 and had her operation on 12/26. Hey all- I passed a test for VSP I have an interview on Thusday one day after my fill. I should be ok, right? I plan to ask dr Baggs for a full not a half. I am so scared of being too tight. Any suggestions??? and do I go on clears the day of the fill right? How about today do I do anyhting speacial?

Here is my food log: B- 6oz yogurt with 1 sliced strawberry and 1 tblsp of granola snack- 4 sips of coffee with 6 oz of refried beans Lunch- protien water Dinner- homemade Chicken soup

Hi all- How do we know if we stretched out our pouch? there has been times when I eat and then I look at my serving size and I think, "I ate all that"?! I know it sounds ditzy but I did that a few times and now I think maybe I stretched my pouch. Does anyone know.

Tina you rock!! Thank u thank you!!! I owe you big time. I really needed this fill. I am in for Friday at 1:45 yay!!! I wont be eating much on Saturday when we get together. Are you going?

Candra I am so sorry your getting those headaches. I know how you feel thanks god I havent had one of my episodes becuase I know they are no fun. Christine so nice to hear your pregnance is going well. I hope everyone has a great day! Tina message me about the appt.

Tina -thanks!! that would be great! is your appt in vacaville on Friday? Mine on March 5 is in vacaville at 10:30am. let me know when you are ready to cancel so we can do it together and you can take mine and I yours. Hey dont get discouraged..you have been so succesful look at your weightloss private message me..or call me thanks again TINA!!:tongue_smilie:

I almost was able to get a fill appt for this Friday but someone beat me it!! Darn it I ned to change it cause for one I need a fill very bad..and if I start working I cant ask for time off in March to get my fill. I need to call everyday to see if there is any cancellations!! I dont have my fill until 3/5 in Vacaville.

oh by the way I still dont fit into all her 16's but now I'm working hard at it..since there are some very cute stuff she gave me. Dresses, skirts, shorts suits, blouses..I'm pretty much set I dnt know for how long though. I'm bringing in all my size 22-24 on Saturday.

Hello everyone..Today is a good Monday for me..I sure needed this. I got a call for a job interview for Wednesday, I'm down to 208 and my sister gave me all her size 16's love them!! She is a shopper and beleive me she doesnt shop cheap so I am so happy because now I have a suit for the interview. I cant wait for Saturday ladies. Who all is going to the meeting at Point west on Saturday?

LMFAO...FUNNY THANKS Jes

I havent been on in such a long time and Wow!! Tamra and Canolie you guys are rockin this band!! losing so much good job!! I'm doing ok didnt get to my goal which was 199 by v-day I was 208 on v-day ..so I switched my goal to my fill date with baggs which is 3/05/10 I am 211 (gained) now so I better get down before my goal weight. just got back from Zumba and now heading to my volunteering at EGPD..then more job hunting.... everyone have a great day!!! still plan to be at the Kaiser meeting next Saturday at point west..I have lots of clothes sizes 22-24 I need to give away some suits (work clothes)

Monique---LMFAO---Yea it took a while but I'm back

no more whip cream and ice cream binges...

Thanks Monique. Let me tell you I cried my eyes out a minute ago and prayed..boy did I pray that gave me a sense of peace. Something reminded me that everything will be ok and that we always manage to have food on our table and a roof over our head in these cold months. We will be ok..and yes youre right there will be a job out there for me I need to just not worry and trust more. sorry for this rollercoaster I showed all of you i was just on. Luv you all and do miss you ladies!!!

Ok so I need to post for some acountability here. I didnt realize how upset I was until after I ate it all....btw- kaiser called I didnt get the job...here goes what I ate: Breakfast: 1 egg, sips of coffee,1/2 cup of lentil Soup, 1 tablespoon of raspberry white chocolate icecream with a huge whopping of whip cream!!!!!!! whew!!I am so glad I wrote all that..and now my stomach is killin me and I need to go volunteer at the police dept. I am so uncomfortable right now. I tried to make myself sick but no go....why did i DO THIS TO MYSELF i havent done this type of binge in so long...WTF!!!!!!!!!