Dreamjeans

People just don't understand the band! Even with me I keep trying to explain it to my Mom and she always changes the subject because she thinks its like gastric bypass and disapprove of my decision and just doesn't want to hear it and neither do the WW people. I attend meettings because I LOVE my leader. I call it "diet church" because I get so inspired when I leave but I do have to say that the fact that I 'm getting the band makes me a "dirty mixer." haha. They really are just jealous. Its not the lazy way out!!! Its the long term results that I look forward too. This time it will be FIRST time is the charm. Maybe you should change your screen name and start over. Having support and recipe ideas are important, don't give up! Weight Watchers in the BEST diet for me becuase its the truest to real life healthy living.

Ohhh that is SO frustrating!! I'm still about six months away from my surgery and every time I get insurance news that might postpone the process I just want to cry... for instance, I was suppose to meet with my surgeon, the psychologist, nutritionist, and exercise-ist (sp?). Anyway the door I was trying to come in was locked and I was trying to get in.. Finally a janitor saw me outside and let me in, he made a snarky comment that the door was open on the other side of the building but i never saw it so I waited. My appointment was suppose to be for 7:00am and I got up there at 7:15 BUT there was a line of checking people in. When I finally got to check in it was 7:25 and the lady tsked tsked at me and told me she will ahve to reschedule the psychologist because I was so late. I explained to her what happened and told her it was really REALLY hard for me to find a baby sitter that earlier in the morning and she just said 'sorry.' Well I sat down to wait for some of the appointment and the tears just welled up. I felt SO STUPID to be crying but it is a very hard process and I have such a long way to go. Yes, people were looking at me. I'm glad you had enough self control to not cry at work! Good for you! Keep hanging in there, you are almost there Jen