TracyinKS

inbetweeners! LOL!!!!!!!!!

Terry are you going to buy her book? She says that there are 4 other carb monster recipes in there?

I plan to make both those soups! I just printed out both recipes OK.. the 2nd...... NEW YEAR NEW YOU!

OK Terry, I'm in! When do we start?

Terry: Let me look at the link.... and see if I could hang.. I NEED SOMETHING Detoxing from sugar right now! I went to wally world and bought some High Protien SBD bars and SF generic CL........ I'm going to drink CL and Vodka on NYE

Good morning all! I did better on eating yesterday.. no where near perfect but better........ 187 today right now I'm eating some genoa salami.. (yes high in sodium) but its better than cookies :party: I overslept today......so I look a little frazzled ... trying trying trying to get a grip on this hunger... I detest feeling hunger pains...... and with this lack of fill... I actually feel hunger and the old familiar queezy feeling when I don't eat..... SUCKS... is it wrong to not want to feel hunger? I know I was too tight for too long, but dang it..... I like NOT being hungry! OK.. work calls........ I'll be back later.

OH Jane!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm sorry for belly aching when you are going through so much! I am headed to the restraunt to get my phone. I called and the guy did drop it off for me! My mom actually lost 2 lbs over Christmas! She is happy.

my phone is lost and guess what........... some guy named Jeremy ANSWERED IT! He found it in the parking lot of the mexican restraunt we ate at last night... he said he would take it back threre for me.... I thanked him for being honest.......(He asked me if I had a son that wrestled) I'm wondering what pictures he's seen.... (LOL, thinking of the belly shots that I took in the bathroom at work!)

Thanks guys....... I get my fill January 14th. I can not stand feeling hunger pains!

I am back with my tail between my legs as I faced the scale this morning........... it was ugly.... so ugly in fact that I made an appointment for a fill. 191.2.................. I suck

Good MORNING! I am hoping to get out of the office early......... my boss just came in and was depressed that I wanted to leave! He hates being here when I'm not here! MEN.... His wife, always picks out my gift.... this year they got me a Sterling silver necklace, heart shaped filled with amethyst.. VERY NICE.... I hope everyone has a great day!~

Good morning all............. extremely busy day as I have to submit payroll today....... love everyone..... I will check in when I can. Robby and Cody are home together today! I'm paying Cody $50 to watch Robby during our work days of Christmas break. Say a prayer.. lots of them! 185 today

Back from my dads! Both my sis and my BIL told me how thin I looked! Gotta Luv it! Here is a pic of Robby and I today.....

GOOD MORNING! DH SHAVED! all the way down to just his mustache! He said he would be letting it grow again but shaved for me today...(We start our Christmas gatherings later this morning) I made mint fudge, Peanut Butter balls and chex puppy chow yesterday.......... I am so bad... I didn't weight yesterday or today..out of sight out of mind..... except that my Christmas shirt I bought MUST be a jr's size because it is very tight accross my chest... its a red thermal with a pic of santa saying "I believe" I also splurged on myself yesterday....... Kohls was having a really good sale........ I never do this....... New boots and a new coat. The coat is something totally different for me.. ITS NOT BLACK! Instead it is a camel color..... short (doesn't cover my butt) It matches my hair color and had a fuzzy trimmed hood...... for some reason I just fell in love with it.. and it fit, right off the rack. Tracy I can so relate....... so many of us are in the Lazy/Complacent/Self Sabotaging phase.......... you know the one where we fail to maintain our losses! The story of my life! We must catch some of the 1st year fire we once had. OK.. Love to you all...... Happy Day

Hi Denise!!!!

Michelle: You are cracking me up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Uh.... to add to the carb count of 800..... baked chicken nuggets and french fries...... uhhhhh how many carbs made it to my ass BEFORE I pb'd it all into the toilet??? a plethera of carbs (that means shitload) ROLMAO!!!

but.......... nanner nanner nanner.......... no pb's for me.. weeeee (quoting Laura!) LOL

Snow Day Snow Day...... I don't know why! The roads are FINE! Robby is enjoying it though.... I can barely get him inside long enough to get the red out of his cheeks. We are meeting the boys mom and step dad in a little bit..... so boys boys boys all weekend..... I took Robby to get his hair cut and my brows tamed! Diet, what diet?????? Terry I loved that... LOL MY Diet today has been buttered popcorn (Which Cody calls "Tracy Corn") because I load it with REAL butter.... potato soup lemon tart thingy (ok two lemon tart thingy's) dt dr pepper

Schools out... there went my lazy morning of solitude! Lord help me not eat the house today!

OH Suzie............ those sound so bad and so good!

It's me and Robby that do everything.. even taking out the trash.... if I even ask, I get an "OH Gawd" I have however quit hanging up his laundry.... Cody's job is supposed to be dishes but it is a war every night... IRRITATES THE EVERLIVINGCRAP out of me.. I constantly yell that I want my own bathroom.. (we only have ONE in the house) so sharing it with 5 males +SUCKS+ Oh I wish I would of kept my old 1st marriage house........ 3+ bathrooms and 6 acres of land..... built by me! but I didn't .... SO.. I'm BACK FROM LUNCH with Suzanne and Daryl!!!!!! She was my secret santa!!!!!!!! I was so excited when I saw my gift I ended up knocking over her margi on her lap! (I'm such a clutz!) She did a cross stitch of VIOLETS it is sooooo beautiful! AND she got me a very pretty red blouse with a very nice necklace (THANKS JANE for helping her pick it out!) and to top it all off they picked up the tab!!!!!! not to mention she bought all 4 boys a candy filled cane for their stockings!!!!!!! I am so blessed... really I am. From the bottom of my heart............ Thank you Suzanne!

I'm at work! Tracy!!!! my eyebrows need you today! :ohmy: For those that don't know while Tracy and I were having a drunk heart to heart in the pool she kept fixing my eyebrows! LOL I'm sure the onlookers from the bar were like WHAT THE HELL are they doing???? ROFL Michelle: I must of been dreaming of you last night because I woke up about 1 a.m. mad as hell at your doc! LOL......... I wanted so bad to get up and call you.. but for some reason I didn't make it up out from under the covers! OK....... the whole.. you are full in your band is crazy. I think she doesn't really know that they can be overfilled. I have the small (old style) band that holds 4 cc's of Fluid. At my tightest I had 4.25 in my band and my doc told me that he didn't have ANYONE with the small band over 5cc's. The bigger bands can hold upwards of 160cc's (HE LAUGHED when he told me that a bunch of band docs got together at a LAP BAND DOCTORS CONFERENCE and tried to bust one... they STOPPED at 160cc's!!!!!!!! So the fact that she is telling you that you are maxed out is a load of bullcrap. Instead of just putting a tiny bit in... or none at all you need to be firm with her that you want more fill.... What some docs do is fill it super full, have you drink Water..... if you can't swallow they take some out until you can swallow water easily...... I know everyone has different experiences and different doctors have various procedures, but YOU ARE THE BANDED PERSON..... I would call her back and demand a fill before the new year........ if she doesn't give you one.. find another fill doc..... and go there since you will be paying out of pocket anyway........... and you COULD use FLEX dollars to pay for fills. When you can't eat solid food...... is when you are maxed out...... anything else is bullshit..... (not that you should be as tight as that, but you are not maxed out) OK.. off my soap box... aren't you glad I didn't call and wake you up with that rant! :w00t: So anyway............. back down to 182 today......... will try to keep it low carb.... even IF suzanne and I meet for lunch! :cursing:

I seriously don't remember eating brisket...... I just remember the damn kalua coladas that Tracy got me hooked on! Heather... yes it was quite the time..... putting all the online personalities with real people...... hearing their voices is quite freaky.... it was so fun though... and no one turned out to be an ax murderer! LOL The first night we were cutting loose... and several of us ended up TANKED... *it was so fun*

Tonya: THAT IS FANFREAKNTASTIC!!!!!!!!! (not that your in pain, but NO MORE PERIODS and a TT to boot!!!!) if and when I ever need a hysterectomy I'm calling you for your docs info!!!!!!! (and if you think I'm kidding.. I'm totally serious!)

oh pamela........... you walked right into that one! Yes my mind is totally in the gutter!