TracyinKS

This is how I feel today.. and yes I am still sleepy! This time tomorrow.. MY ASS IS GETTING A FILL!

I am so sleepy......... must of been the hc chili... but man oh man.. I've got some serious self sabotage going on in my head...... I guess its the fill tomorrow thats messing with me. I am volunteering at Robby's school in the morning and then my fill is in the afternoon........ wrestling practice tonight. I'm sorry I'm not doing personals....... just know that I care about you all....... :laugh:

Good afternoon........ Wendy's chili today..... fill tomorrow 187 today

Hello............ well I just spent a good amount of time updating my civilian employee resume and applying for a Benefit Coordinator job on the base........ I'm flip flopping around... I'm just not a job hopper.... but it could be a good oportunity for me..... (see my boss is pretty much sticking it out here FOR me, he wants to retire when his wife does at the end of this school year, but he says he wants to make it 2 more years for SS, insurance and me to make the cut when the new admin takes over (Major NUN elections.. will mean a NEW "Community Director" AKA new Mother Superior.... if he retires now.. I may be reorganized to work with my nemisis (the one who gets me so worked up I end up in tears) Long story....... anyway...... working on Post is a LONG process and working for the Army kind of freaks me out too..... but it is VERY good benefits, and the Base gates are less than 2 minutes from my front door. The job is Benefits Coordinator..... (aka, what I do now) Anyway.... I'm freaking out right now.. even though I will hear nothing for a month or more.

I skipped a bunch of posts because I'm getting ready to head out the door............ I'm going to my support group meeting today and bringing Robby with me again since my mom is in Denver..... I did well yesterday.... LC the lunch (mexican) dinner ( meat from a mcdonalds cheese burger ) and 3 of Robby's chicken nuggets My friend fixed papa murphy's pizza and I had the will power to just eat the toppings off 2 pc and throw the crust away.. (meatlovers) I had two very weak crystal light/vodka drinks........ I STAYED LC all day.. even though I could of eaten the bad things, I had the willpower to keep to my plan.. I woke up to 186.2 so I'm happy. OK gotta go

uhhhh Laura will you email me that linkeepooo pls :grouphug: getting down my 3rd glass of water (60 oz's) OH ya.... mom had her first fill in Denver....... she asked how much it was and the dr said.. It' doesn't really matter how much.. my mom said........ oh but my daughter will be bugging me about it ... and you don't KNOW my daughter but its better if you just tell me! LOL They laughed and he told her "Linda... You have 3 cc's in your band!" So, I'm guessing she has the 10cm band... I have yet to see her id tag for the band. The good news is .. she weighed in at the docs at 266 (which means she is less at home, nekid, am) She started at 280. She went ahead and scheduled her next fill for 02/06/2009 since it would be free.. and she feels good about seeing her own doc. She may not need any more fills for a while after that. I'm taking her monthly pics and starting a chart for her.

Let us know what you find out Terry! Also... I'm patting myself on the back....... just had lunch with DH, at his fav mexican place..... I ordered the lunch fajhita (chicken) and ate ONLY the chicken, some beans and a bit of the sour cream! I STAYED LC! Normally, I would eat only chips.. dipped in the beans and salsa, AND lately......... ordering a side of the queso dip and eating it all.......... SO I AM VERY PROUD OF MYSELF

He won't with a mom like you Terry! To bad there isn't a 30 day dose so that you could get him to take it and then be ok for a month.

Good Morning!!!!! Terry congrats on your changing ticker! Jenn congrats on 100 lbs lost! Jane congrats on the 9 lbs Kat congrats on the new grandbaby Suzie congrats on your good checkup Michelle congrats on 4 more meetings Laura congrats on learning about the BRAT diet Haydee congrats on just going to bed instead of eating after a PB Pam congrats on being honest and being so dang adorable! Judy congrats on the pics on facebook! CUTE! Tracy congrats on being the first to get us all back on track! Gina, Denise, Heather, HH, Maizie, Tonya, Panda, and all others who post infrequently........ CONGRATS on making it a new year!!!!!!!!!!!! Mom is in Denver today getting her first fill! She is down 19 lbs. Also Cindy one of the moms on the PTA is down 30 with her band. She's had 2 fills.

Woot woot!

Good morning........... couldn't get on earlier. scale was the same.... Terry I got your facebook posting in my email! LOL!!!!!!! I have not had one drop of Water yet.. I need to get busy!

LOL!!!!!!!!!! Terry we missed you today! and that would Jack and Diet Coke right?????? LOL

Hang in there everyone!!!!!!!!

Pie Hole report: coffee w/creamer bowl of h&c Soup Water (30 oz) L: wendy's grilled chicken breast dipped in ranch L: diet dr pepper from Wendys S: SBD protien bar getting ready for more water........ Dinner: probably more soup but I don't know yet I forgot to set something out.....drat! I felt less bloated this morning when I woke up.... hopefully I can make it back to the 170's by Valentines day......

Doing good so far, about 30 oz of water. 1 bowl of h&c soup......... tummy is rumbling Suzie: that is a GREAT idea on the frame. Pam, TracyK, Kat, Jane, Jenn: Hope you all are doing better today! Where are you Terry??? Ginabobina.... check in please! OK...... all for now KISSES

WHOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! Jenn I'm so happy for you! (I had pumpkin Soup, PB'd on Roast, so I made more Ham and cheese soup minus the tofu) scale stayed the same....... and I just put 3 videos on my blog... :thumbup: Gotta go...... I'll be back later! HUGS!

Judy: I just bought the mild country sausage... if Terry makes it she will want the SPICY!

Suzanne you are not a failure!!!!!!!!!!!! My pouch test loss was mainly the water I'd retained from drinking and eating crap! I don't think we are supposed to really lose weight..... we are supposed to REMEMBER how we ate when first banded and reignite the fire. Last night Charles waved food in front of me again... and last week I would of ate with him....... instead I had the resolve to tell him he is being an ass again and to stop, then I turned around and posted....... I was hungry too.. and instead of eating the pepper jelly/cream cheese crackers that I LOVE........ I had another bowl of the sausage soup.... I can feel the power coming back... and the pouch test has given me a guideline to stick with .. for instance.. today is supposed to be solid protein, but I had a bowl of the soup for breakfast...... pouch diet NO, on Track YES. OK.. I gotta get off her.......... LOVE YOU!!!!!! Kat: HUGS!!!!!!

Good morning.......... just posted today's video... down .2 lbs... but I did have 3 bowls of the pumpkin soup and it seemed like I ate a lot yesterday... I think I had about 5 tuna patties. Did not drink the lemon tonic this morning, and I get to go get my pap today YIPPEEEEEE not... but I will most likely get a refill for my celexa YIPPPPPEEEEE for real. today 189.2

you need to be honest with him and tell him that you need space or else he is going to scare you away... if you don't he will smother you and you will be running anyway.

JEN: YOU DESERVE TO BE TREATED NICELY! All those years with Kev jerking you around has screwed your sense of what is normal up. CHILL OUT and Relax....... and let the nice guy BE NICE OH and thanks Gina!

LOL: Terry I'm righ there with ya!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH MAN......... I made the pumpkin sausage soup and it is DELISH!!!!!!! I put a little video of Robby tasting it on my facebook...... it is so cute! and he had not tasted it prior to the test...... I had a 2 bites of a homeade chicken tender... Charles cooked them, made gravy and baked biscuits.. OH LORD Seriously........... the pumpkin soup is delish.. (I really expected to hate it)

eating a tuna patty as I read and post.......

Haydee: Your trips sounds dreamy!!!!!!!!! OK.. gotta go

oh and Kat: Suzie created a beautiful cross stitch picture of Violets, a pretty red blouse and a necklace, she also brought cany for the boys stockings...... ANY she and Daryl met me for lunch! I am THE LUCKIEST violet ever!