TracyinKS

LOL Tracy!!!! Get that camera OUT!!!!!!!!!

Happy Birthday Trace!!!!!!!!!!! Kat: that is awesome news! Suzie: good luck today, and also I wanted to let you know that Beverly and I are going to try and start a little band support group here in Leavenworth..... Beverly has offered her house as the meeting place but we havent decided on a day or anything specific..... I will let you know just in case it might be something you want to do. Jenn: I hope the new round of meds helps! I am so relieved to have restriction........

My sister has major back problems and really went through the options when buying a bed.......... she ended up with a temperpedic and she LOVES it!!!!!!! I have restriction! whooohooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! maybe just maybe I can stop this stupd regain....... have I mentioned lately that I LOVE MY V'sistahs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am back from my fill and HOLY CRAP I can tell!!!!!!!! I weighed 200.6 on their scale...... I about puked right there...... but because of that she did give me a fill, said she wanted to get me turned back around. Luckily this morning I weighed 192 so I knew the real number.... No chewing until Friday at Noon........ so I made a soup mix and I am really full now. GLORIOUSLY FULL! Hope this was the boost I needed to get my act together. Charles was p.o.'d........ saying "GREAT, Now we get to STARVE again!" I said, "I've GAINED 25 lbs, I've got to get it under control" He just rolled his eyes........ oh well, he will never accept my band..... I've come to realize it. Have a great rest of the day........... Oh and if I would let UNO the wonderdog sleep with us he would........ but he has gotten HUGE, and he sheds like a maniac.... so no way..... he is in his kennel at night, and on weekends that it is just Robby and I, I try to let him sleep on a doggie bed on the floor next to my side of the bed...... He usually wakes up about 2:00 a.m. and then I put him back in his kennel...... he is only a year old......

I have a Kingsize bed and I LOVE IT! Not only do we not touch... we have a body pillow that goes between us we each have our own down comforters and about 4 pillows each! HEAVEN....... we sleep much better that way..... I am always hot, with a leg sticking out and I can NOT have my face covered...... where as DH is rolled up like a mummy..... when we are on vacation and forced to sleep in a smaller bed... I usually end up pushed off the side with no covers and I wake up TICKED OFF..... 192 today.......... and a fill scheduled for later this morning.

why yes I do have it......

Well... one hurdle........... I had a hunk of cheddar.. and then I found a packet of WC oatmeal.. so now my belly is full.. and I didn't hit the candy dish. :tongue2:

I'm here........ all 194.4 lbs of me....... LOL....... seriously though I'm thanking the good lord that I did not go over the threshold........ I ate 2 cheddar wursts last night! No bun, but still....... seriously....... two cheddarwursts dipped in ketchup, and I didn't pb~ So I laid in bed this morning awake from 5a.m. to 6 a.m. knowing that I had promised to weigh....... LOL how silly is that...... I'm nibbling on a hunk of sharp cheddar, and trying to figure out why I'm still hungry..... tomorrow at 10:45a.m I'm getting what will hopefully be my last fill for 2009.... Kat: you are so right...... Everyone...... have a great great day

OK Trace........ tomorrow I WILL weigh...... good bad and the damn near disgusting I will do it... (I'm tearing up just typing it)...... me and my stupid ass self sabotage.... god why do I do this to myself??? and I'm not taking his name in vain. I'm asking a sincere question........... Kat: I am beyond words with the grief I feel for you and manda and especially Kinsey.... Michelle: I finally opened your valentine today.... I've been looking at it for a couple days... I've felt like such a failure and non deserving of it...... I'm a blubbering mess right now....... the calls the texts, the facebook messages..... all willing me back... it really takes my breath away...... thank you... I have a fill scheduled for wednesday......... as with counseling for both robby and cody......... Charles and I watched the video assigned to us from the counselor.. called 123 magic........ thank you dear friends

LOVE THE PIX Kimberly!!!!!!! I'm going to get a fill......... I ate 2.5 pc's of pizza last night. grrrrrrrrr

I'm popping in...........

Hello! I'm here.. LOL......... I'm at work today, I am scared to step on the scale.......

BULLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL oney! I have BCBS...... we have 12 LEVELS of BCBS.... Employee Employee plus children Employee plus spouse Family x BASE, x Plus, x CDHP It is your employer who is making the decision as to WHAT to carry and what to cover... oh............... and BECOME ONE WITH THE PUKE there grasshopper!

I'm here..... :biggrin: Thanks Judy for the text! I haven't checked facebook today...... I have to tell you that I've been MIA because I've been spending my Lbt time on COUPONMOM.com! LOL I have learned so much.....it's a whole new world.. I have a Dillons (Kroger) that doubles up to $1.00..... also linked to cellfire.com and shortcuts.com and the p&g esaver and HOLY CRAP you can save a lot of money! Not to mention all the money I've spent at CVS and not had linked to a shopper card! I have not weighed lately.......... blech

I am so so so so tired.......... I made tuna for lunch and could not stomach it...... so i dumped it in my trash....... the smell was bugging me so I tied the bag up....... all I want is bad stuff....... I'm having one of the worst AF's that I've had in a LONG time...... The blood was bright red....... so yeah.. I'm guessing hemmies... thanks for the info. Pam that tat is going to be beautiful...... a lot of moooolah!!!!!! I love the violets in it!

I don't know what the hell my problem is........ 195 today I brought in tuna and hb eggs... I had another issue on Sunday..... it is a pretty gorey subject but lets just say I think I ruptured something on the inside because I kept bleeding all day sunday and part of yesterday before it stopped.....(and no it wasn't aunt flo) I was freaking out because nothing like that had ever happened before.. I never had the roids due to Robby being c-section but I must have them now.... Then just as that area stopped AF showed UP!!!!!!! So that's my exciting life!

OH.... I won't be here much today or maybe tomorrow..... Robby's shingles is clearing up, and he lost his second tooth. Cody spent the weekend with his mom and when they dropped him off we had a big parental conference because he was a total ass... as he usually is.... FINALLY they are on board with him going to counseling.. (which I tried to get him in when he first moved in with us) He threw a HUGE tantrum but all 4 of his parental units are united and that is on my agenda for today. Robby ..... well he needs it to.. we've got to get to the bottom of his behavior..... drat.... gotta go

Good morning...... Suzie.. I would just say keep tryin to sip hot liquid.. you have great restraint.. I would be forcing myself to hack it up... but that is why I'm a PB pro! LOL Also.......... THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I will take a pic as soon as my phone charges and let everyone else in on my suprise mail yesterday!!!!!! So...... me......... hmmmmmmm........... yesterday I did good all day until the very end.... not HORRIBLE.. but I swear there is this one concoction that is like crack to a junkie... it is cream cheese topped with pepper jelly with crackers.... DO NOT TRY IT!!!!!! I repeat..... DO NOT TRY IT! I can not turn away from it......... coffee w/sf creamer calorie countdown roasted chicken breast dipped in ranch sharp cheddar sliced off a brick..... that is my food plan for today...... Water water water........ Haydee: book one was OK, better than the movie book two was quite depressing book three was more action book four is by far my favorite book five (the partial out on the net) is very cool because it is book ONE written from Edwards perspective.. but it is not complete.

Hello.. I'm logging in from my moms waiting for her to get off work.... She has some Mary Kay for me and my sis wants me to trade twilight books with her...... We are going to dinner and it is my plan to have 1 taco, two tops.......... I have been good all day.... 60 oz of water 24 dt dr pep 1 pot of coffee 2 small boiled chicken breasts dipped in ranch 4or 5 oz of cheddar cheese sliced and dipped in ranch 12 oz of choc calorie countdown 8oz of vanilla calorie countdown with shot of sf choc syurp and a tiny bit of vodka.......... that is it for today....... My jeans are so tight they are uncomfortable.. and it would be hell if I washed and dried them!!!! I'm trying to pull my head out of my ass....... 2009 I'm getting to 159........

Good morning! Back to work and back to school for Robby... I have to run up there at lunch to give him his medicine. I am almost done with my first glass of water. PieHole: coffee w/sf creamer 12 oz Choc Calorie Countdown working on chicken breast with ranch (I boiled some last night and am trying to eat it slowly) I hope everyone has a great day.

Good morning! We are home and my goal today is to clean this house.... I just have to tear myself away from the puter!! LOL Robby is trying to fold towels....... LOL!! He is not complaining of pain he said it hurts a little.. (that child really has a high tolerance for it though) I bought a web cam and tried uploading to youtube.. but my voice not matching my mouth and I can't figure out why.

WHEW.. what a day!!!!! Robby woke me up telling me that he had a chapped rash and that he needed lotion.. I looked at it and thought OH CRAP its that molusk contagiam (sp) that is going around at wrestling... so I kept him home from school and then had the computer all clogged up all day trying to upload a video to youtube...... only to make it to the doc to find out that it is not THAT, but its worse............. SHINGLES! My 5 year old has SHINGLES!!!!!!!!! he is off tomorrow from school and at least one week from wrestling....... Also I made the pumpkin sausage soup and a stew... which reminds me..... Kaye Bailey.. author of the pouch test sent me a message saying she LOVED the soup test video I put up! LOL SO.. now I have a little boy who is restless........ so I'll sign off!