TracyinKS

good morning!!! JUDY YOU CRACK ME UP!!!!! now let me see that video.. lol Tracy: do you know me or what??? of course I had ice cream yesterday, but it was light ice cream... (BY MISTAKE!) LOL 181 today......... Mom report: They did not use any needles, they felt the area they used them before was not improved enough to justify the pain. So they gave her a stronger steriod cream and also something else that has a cosmetic use.... for fine lines and spots... WINK WINK.. get that puppy filled! Anyway, they said that morphia was a bear to treat and that it most likely would never go away completely, but that they could control it and keep it in check. With all that said, mom wants to persue the band. I have her checking into Dr. K in Denver, for the price and then my doc here locally for the fills... we shall see if she follows through. I am off to get some much needed water! I PROMISE!

I doctored this up and put it on my walk page.. I also posted the link in myspace and facebook. OK.. getting ready to head out....

LOL!!! I just signed up for the loca WALK from Obesity, run/walk..... Robby and I are going to do it, I've got my personal page all set up and guess what.. a lady from work already sent me a check! I've never done anything like this before, but I thought that actually WALKING on my birthday was a great way to kick start some sort of exercise, and for a good cause. Thanks Pam for the tip! I will tell her that for sure... now.. just give me the strength to NOT PASS OUT! LOL

Hiya HH! and one more thing........ I actually splurged on a few clothes yesterday at Dress Barn...... I NEVER buy anything that is not on sale, but yesterday I said screw it and I bought a very pretty sweater type jacket.. it is of course varying threads of purple! It is gorgeous and $59.99 (this is a lot for me to spend on 1 article of clothing) Also a couple layering blouses that WERE on Clearance.. one is white (to go under the jacket and one is a light green (to go with my eyes) The jacket is an XL and the blouses are size L. I think its time for me to go through my closet and cull out the things I don't like (its just hard for me to through out stuff that actually fits!) WEIRD NSV.

Good Morning! I have my moms 2nd treatment today.. (the painful needles in the breast) I vow to NOT pass out today! Robby starts his ITC class today............ oh and CHARLES SHAVED! He left the smaller go-tee which I can handle.. we will see if he keeps it up. Jane has an issue with her computer because her laptop is trying to dial into the DSL instead of defaulting to the hotel's wireless. I was able to get it to bypass Saturday night, but I know she didn't understand what I was doing. She's heading home tomorrow. OK.. I will be good today except for a blonde brownie that Jane made us! LOL.............. oh lord they are good. I put a roast in the crocker so that's dinner. Have a good one.

Good Morning! I had a great great time last night! I did really well, as in I didn't eat until I pb'd, I loved that place, but it was really tempting. Kat: we logged in on Janes laptop and all exclaimed loudly when we saw the post from you! We are soooooo happy that you are doing better. I'm currently at my sisters.. I just crashed here last night since I was kid free. So now my bil is cooking breakfast and I'm explaining myspace facebook and this place to my sister. My mood is much better after having some violet time! Suzie: I'm going to sign up for the walk today. I will be bringing Robby with me that day.. OK gotta go for now! TracyK it was so good to talk to you on the phone last night even though I couldn't here you very well. Thanks for posting those pics!

Hello gals! I am sitting here with wet hair slowly getting myself ready for meeting up with Suzie and Jane in about 4.5 hours! LOL Robby and I went camping with my mom and step dad last night and Robby ended up staying out there with them... he had his bike, his gramma, and lots of kids to play with at the campground so I just left him. The IEP is something he's had since preschool, ever since the biting issue got him into the special education early childhood class (his school of the past two years) I thought this meeting would just UP his para time from 40 minutes to all day, but I was in for a suprise when they announced they planned to remove him from his class and place him in the ITC room. (Intensive Teaching Room) he will be one of 6 students.. K-5, all different levels, both emotional and developmental. The upside is that all agreed he is very bright and should whiz right though the acedemics, and that being in the smaller ITC, the new teacher can help him learn how to control his tantrums and emotional outbursts. I do think the concept is good, but as a person who lazed around and still made the honor roll.... its hard for me to send my son to THAT class..... they all agree that he will most likely rejoin his regular class later this year. That as soon as he masters the techniques to get his emotions under control that he will be allowed to do so. Right now he will have morning recess, and then AFternoon center time and snack with his peers, and the rest of the day in the ITC class. His teacher will be giving her curiculumn to his new teacher so that he will be right along with the rest....... It just all hit me hard...... and when I tried to eat some chili it came right back up so I just said screw it...... and went to Wendys before going back to work......... then I was able to unwind out at the camground with my mom and a couple white russians. I am not planning on being good tonight eating wise........ at this point I'm haveing a hard time eating right ANY time! (so sayeth the women who just popped popcorn and melted some real butter all over it! LOL) I'm hopeless......... maybe once I get all this settled I will be able to pull my head out of my ass. Maybe if Charles would shave his damn face and quit pissing me off everyday... ahhhh like I said.. I need some unwind time and thats what I'm doing right now.... I might head out and see if my girl is working to wax my brows....maybe I'll nap............ maybe I'll just complain a bit more! LOL Robby starts his new class Monday.

I just returned from my son's 2 hour IEP, and I'm currently eating a LARGE chocholate frosty from Wendy's......

Good morning! Gina: Its so good to hear from you again! Michelle: ZUMBA! woot woot! it WAS Denise who was taking Zumba classes. I am NOT that cordinated :thumbup: Judy: thank you so much for the text msgs.. I am SOOOOO horrid at sending them. I almost called last night to see if they repaired or removed her band but it was too late, so I just waited til this morning. Laura: Love your new pics! Jenn: so how is the kitchen remodel coming? Did you get the cabinets picked up? I am so stinking tired.......... Robby was up crying about a hurting belly around 1 a.m. poor baby. He seemed to be feeling better this morning, I just hope he has a good day at school. I have his IEP meeting later this morning, and then he and I are going camping with my mom while Charles and Cody go scout camping. Then tomorrow I'm meeting up with Jane and Suzie. I need more coffee... must find more coffee.........

I haven't heard anything.

LOL! I think of all the CRAP that I've posted here and online and general.. and I think. HOLY shit someone who isn't a friend could REALLY get an eyeful! LOL and then I think.. screw it! Their just jealous.

TracyK: you are so right... you most likely have stress induced restriction! Laura: awwwweeeeee a baby bump awwwwwwwwwwwweeee My stomach is grumbling, I have not filled my water cup, I am scared sh*tless of getting up and eating something bad! So I'm suffering at my desk. I want to stay on plan today. I WILL stay on plan today.

Kat: Will Rick be able to check in for you if you go directly IN the hospital? I am going to be on pins and needles waiting for update(s) Laura: How are you feeling today? TracyK: How are you holding up today? Michelle: I'm guessing your lack of perkiness is showing in your eyes! You have very expressive eyes and I'm betting they are dull right now. Terry: Are you getting any beadwork done since you are off work? Judy: How was flute rehersal? Jenn: How is YOUR kitchen coming along? Jane and Suzie: Only a few more days!!! I'll be bringing my camera! Are we making a pact that we wont be the food police? Oh and I have yet to Get some water..WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?

Tracy you need a GOOD fill to stop you from eating all the crap! A good couple weeks of soup will clean you out! Look at me all high and mighty just because I've managed to eat good.. for ohhhh 2 hours!!!! ...... we won't talk about the sleeve of halloween oreo's that somehow disappeared last night! But today is a new day, and that is what you need to focus on too! a NEW DAY! Want me to send you some tuna? Some protien shakes? Some back to band basics staples? I just finished a lunch kit of Tuna.. and no it really isn't floating my boat but it is LEGAL and helping me to stay ON PLAN...... I WANTED the high sugar pb granola bar but I had tuna instead. JOIN ME getting back to basics! I'm grilling steak tonight for dinner.. and I'm going to hit enter and get my GMAIG to get some WATER in me! Love you all!

tonya that kind of happened to me last year! it was a guy out on our campus dept! FREAKED ME OUT!

Good moring! Well the scale was back down to 180 this morning but I dont know if I was standing correctly (and I didn't re-weigh!) :thumbup: So I have not blown my day YET.......... I drank some coffee but then a big tall glass of calorie countdown chocholate milk.. it has 5 carbs and lots of protien..... this is me GMAIG! Also, my FAVORITE SHOW........... Biggest Loser started last night! Yippee......... it really motivates me. Maybe this is what I need in conjuction with a bit of willpower. Lastly, today is DH and my REAL wedding anniversary, the secret courthouse wedding. I am going to make a real effort to drink at least ONE glass of water today! (I KNOW I AM SO BAD!) Kat: Honey please be careful!

First, congrats on the baby!!! Second, your band was never "turned on" so you never reached restriction. Sounds like you've started with a fill schedule and thats the advice I would give. It may take a few fills to achieve lasting restriction, but once there you will KNOW its working. Try to go back to the band basics and focus on protien and stay away from slider foods, such as Soups and chips. Good luck!

Because...... I have managed to start the day WITHOUT cookies or other crap and I need to keep it going so that I can make 100 lbs lost. Because ..... I have been so bad for so long that I can feel myself letting go of the will to be on a plan. Because ...... The only way for these size 10 pants to become loose is to GMAIG!

GMAIG! Just drank a glass of Calorie Countdown choco milk. Healthy choice chicken noodle soup for lunch (NASTY) Cheese and crackers for Breakfast.

Kat: You will always be a violet at heart!!!! But you know Charles accused me of having an affair with my violets.. STUPID and Insecure.. but that's how he felt......... I weighed this morning........ 185.. I am creeping up.. I need water.. I need to quit having a drink or two every night after work.... I need to get with the program........ blech....... I'm a downer, I can't stand being a downer, blech... My heart goes out to you all! It really does, I'm just sucking at being supportive right now.... blech... I'm trying to pull myself out of it.

good evening! started TOM about 3 weeks early!!!!!!!!!!! YUCK!

Good morning everyone!!! Hi HH! Laura BECAREFUL with our little violet! Please try not to overdo it, or else you end up on bedrest, and you will be insane by time you deliver. Kat: How scarey! Do you think that if you lose your band you will still get the restriction from the TT? weird... So what is the scale saying these days? TracyK: I can just picture you in a dark Hotel room logged on! Jane and Suzie: less than a week and we will be meeting in good ol JoCo KS. I don't think Robby will be coming with us, as my mom has said she'll watch him. I might bring him anyway. I've got a busy work day ahead of me. Everyone take care and have a great one.

Hello all! I txt msg Tracy earlier and got the same news that Judy already reported.. I am worried about Haydee and all her family, and Juans. I went to a support group meeting today Bandwagon and it was good. I hadnt been since the personel change and it has grown and was pretty well organized. It was nice to have staff from my docs office there and big news.. one of the well known bariatric docs in town is now part of his practice... (Suzie this will mean something to you) Hitchcock is now with Malley's practice... (as in Hoehn and Hitchcock at Shawnee Mission Med Center) Anyway.. I've got household chores to do tomorrow.. I really need to get in the yard and prune up some of my flowering shrubs... and it REALLY NEEDS mowed. Hoping it will dry up enough to get some stuff done.. and there is also painting I need to do. Have a great evening! Keep the homelights burning Terry!

Laura: I was thinking about your belly the other night while I was playing with mine... I bet you wont get any stretch marks since you have that lose skin! BONUS!!!!! YOu will simply restretch it out.. most likely you will be the basketball belly skinny biotch! LOL and oh yeah... April is PERFECT!!!!! especially if she is a little late on the 26th.. then Denise and I will have a SPECIAL belly bean on our anniversary. I want so bad to call Tracy, but I know cell phone service will be out and she has more important things to worry about! Pam you made me teary!!!! Dang ol PMS!

BIG HUGE Prayers for Tracy!!!!! and Terry and Haydee! I hope Hayde is able to stay in Dallas...