TracyinKS

I am starving............ I bought some Egg Drop Soup for lunch and then burped it back up and I just said......... OK WHAT IS THE USE??? I guess I'm a wee bit more worked up than I thought. REALLY though, I'm ok! I have managed to NOT eat crap so far today! I have not drank any water yet though........... I bought more cream cheese, more cheese, more milk, more cottage cheese, and more meat.... for my sticking to a Lower Carb plan... (Milk is not exactly low, but I LOVE it and it does have protein) I managed to NOT buy any Milk Nog, and I've not allowed ANY ice cream to pass my lips.. Thanks everyone for the continued support on Robby and now the boobs..... and Pammy..... I WANT TO GO HOME~~~~ and now I'm HEARING you sing the Violets Song in my head! LOL

Welcome Mae!!!! LOL!!! and 75 lbs is GREAT!

Haydee: Your beauty takes my breath away!!!!!!!!! and the dancing pic is nice too! :thumbup: DO NOT FREAK OUT at what I’m about to tell you……….. My cell phone just rang and it was the hospital. I had a mammogram a week ago, the radiologist read it and now want to recheck both breasts as they see area’s in both that are of concern. My last mammo was in 2005, so there could be a lot of changes since then (namely losing 100 lbs). But I will tell you all this right now…….. If I do have cancer they will BOTH be coming off. I really think it will be fine. I am sure it is that I wore deodorant and the weight loss. I have my follow up Mammogram on Friday 11/07/2008, @ 11:30 (11:15 a.m. check in).

Good morning!!!! I had ONE mini (bite sized) Pumkin tart and 1 bite of lemon cake with reduced sugar icing yesterday and that was IT for junk! Yeah me..... Morning was: Mock Danish (LC standby) Coffee w/sf creamer Small glass of milk L: Tomatoe soup w/milk Few chunks of mozz cheese D: ground pork w/refried beans and taco seasoning (boys had burrito's) I ate abot 1/2 c of this S: 2 slices of provelone cheese S: 1 cup of SF pudding S: cream cheese, splenda, vanilla, baking cocoa, heated and stirred smoothe (another LC standby) No Rum, but I did have dt. dr pepper and NO WATER..... The scale was 185 today....... Going to work on the water issue today....... and I LOVE the NO-to junk-Vember. Kat: I'm going to be singing that song now all day!

OK..... so Robby had a bad bad day at school........ he told everyone he didn't CARE if he lost the party because he would be swimming all weekend at the Great Wolf Lodge (Indoor Waterpark) He then wrote on the walls and had a very difficult day........ So hard as it was............ Robby did NOT dress up for trick or treating and he watched his brothers go from place to place, while he held my hand in street clothes........... AND he did NOT swim at the Great Wolf Lodge..... I didn't even take his swimming trunks! IT SUCKED, but it had to be done........ Charles and I took turns sitting out with him while he watched everyone. He was so bored, but he never got as upset as I expected him to. He is now sitting in his timeout chair bored out of his mind........ this has been a rough rough weekend ON ME, but I know it had to be this way........ he needs to get it through his stubborn head that he CAN NOT act that way day after day...... The scale is up 187 today......... so I am getting my act together and going to drink my water and get my fat fingers out of the candy bowl!!! This is my breaking point......... and I am going to make an appointment for a couselor....... I have stress coming at me from every side of my life and I just want to eat...... and I've had at least ONE drink per night........ this is not helping matters.... Jennifer, sorry to hear about your aunt. Denise: those babies are soooo cute!! Tracy: Macy was a beatiful princess! Suzie: Well at least your VALUED at work!!! LOL Pamela: Hope you had a great weekend! Haydee: were you a vampire vixen?????? Laura: Did you find your pirate outfit? That roast sounded yummy! Judy: are you at church right now? Terry: I've been thinking about you lately.. how are you doing? How is Hero? Jane: Did you make it through your working weekend!!!!!! I saw something that made me think of you yesterday... and did you all know Jane has a SOCK FETTISH!!!!!!!!! She wears colored socks that matches EVERY OUTFIT!!!!!! Today you need to wear YELLOW SOCKS becaue Yellow (the color of sunshine) will brighten up your day!

Good morning ............my coffee is done so I will be back in a second

Happy Halloween! We shall see what today holds!!! It's a busy work day. I did not dress up as planned........ no energy....... I just have a pumpkin t-shirt.

Back from my all day meeting, Back from picking up Robby from school and today he got his 10th checkmark on the board so that means he loses the halloween parade and party tomorrow at school...... THAT STUBBORN CHILD..... he really doesn't know yet what he is missing, because he just shrugged his shoulders and said oh well. Then I told him that since he lost his party I would not be attending it either, and I called my boss to tell him that I wouldn't need the afternoon off work....... it was then and when I told him we wouldn't even be sending his costume to school because he lost it...... then he got upset......... Also he has lost riding any of the "big" slides at Great Wolf Lodge tomorrow night.. (we are taking the boys to an indoor water park for Halloween)........ I am sick at heart about it all but I know that he needs to learn the lesson the hard way..... the only way he learns anything....... STUBBORN.... ahhhhhhhhh ........ Anyway, my scale is bouncing.... 179-184......... no water and lots of crap........ like Michelle, I do give a lot...... I worry, I think, I dwell, I stress....... and yes ice cream makes it go away for about 30 minutes... me thinks I have some issues! I hope everyone has a great evening!!!!!!! its Survivor and Grey's Night!

I am checking in to let you all know that I will be at an offsite meeting today! Jane: I'm sorry you are having a rough time!

Oh yeah oh yeah!!!!!!! I was hoping that was the date!!! Charles and Cody will be in COLORADO ON A SCOUT TRIP!!!!!!!!! can I get a HELL YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO justification REQUIRED!!!!! I just got re-engergized!

LOL!!! Pam I was waiting for someon to figure it out for me!!! LOL

its for RNY patients (I think) also what is the DATE for Bama???

Good afternoon!

Good Morning! Crazy Hair day at school... so I moused Robby's hair up and put a bit of the green goo in it, dried it with the hair dryer and sent him to school............ two little girls exclaimed.. HE CAN'T HAVE DYED HAIR!!!! over and over again......... GOOD GRIEF! I'm going to have a melt down...... Luckily I ran into his special ed teacher and she had a bright PINK wig on, she said she was unaware of a hair dye policy and stated she did the same thing to her kids, and that he would be fine for today.......... My boss got into a HUGE fight with our "sister" boss yesterday afternoon...... and she basically called him a liar a cheat and a bad person, all over a $1700 check that is meant to purchase 86 gift certificates for an employee drawing, and Candy Bars. HE IS LIVID and stewed about it all night............. so this morning he was in here waiting for me to arrive and he tore up the check and is currently at Walmart right now buying them with HIS OWN MONEY...... He said NO ONE, and HE MEANS NO ONE in his 45 years of working has EVER accused him of such horrible things least of all a nun........ this is not going to end well................. Panda: I've been wondering about you!!!!!!!!! How is your mom doing?

The flying monkeys found my fat ass and hauled me back in....... I have had a week (and it's only Tuesday) I had a MJC today and then dumbass me ate a campfire burnt hot dog (DRY NO KETCHUP) and then spent a very painful series of trips to the woods so that I could PB in peace! I am logging on to check in before bed............ Suzie, Tracy and all thanks for coming to fetch me! I have been OD'ng on Milk Nog................. Robby and I had a VERY FUN weekend alone just us doing Halloween stuff while DH and DSS camped...... Bliss really. Kat that is so wonderful about the "C" word!!!!!!!!!! Denise I'm going to check out the slide show tomorrow! Tracy: I'm jealous of the easy time you are having with Macy (except for the teacher issue) OK.. gotta go to bed now. YAWN Oh and Judy YOU LOOK MARVELOUS! Gas was 2.12 here in KS.... and I'm filling up heading Terry's advice.... I am rebublican but I just don't like McCain........he irritates the everlivingshit out of me........ and I gotta say it....... I DO NOT WANT MY MEDICAL PREMIUMS TAXED...... this is the worst thing he could say to someone who has great insurance, great premiums and carries FAMILY EVERYTHING....... and see's the impact on my paycheck... I am still undecided........ and that stresses me out too!!!! OK.. GOODNIGHT!

Oh and our household is split down the middle so I'm not even going there on this box.

Good Morning........... yesterday was a day...... Robby is still at it....... He told me yesterday morning that he only had to get written up ONE MORE time and he would be OUT of Horizons (the before/after school) care............ we talked about him making good choices... etc... and by 9a he had gotten himself written up. The problem is that the am site director is done with him, and only after drilling her for details did I find out that he hit her, kicked at parents, and hid under a table........... (so probing for details she admitted that he wasn't being mean, he thought he was being funny) When I had Robby show me how he touched her he tapped her arm (like when you are trying to get attention) The parents he kicked at he was actually trying to block the door (being funny wanting a password) but the point is she is done, the problem is that sending him home would prove that he won and that this little 5 year old is in control of all these adults. I can not seem to get this point across. Anyway, once again I was up at the school talking my head off, bargaining, planning, participating in his educational plan. Also, I had a Chiro apt and my mamogram. I also went shopping and bought a couple 18 hour bra's............. TGIF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Waiting for a check in! :wink_smile:

TracyK: LOL!!!!!! Yes, Yes, I lost my rabbit-ass'd mind! I just had ham and beans for lunch (the housekeeping dept invited me to their birthday luncheon) Robby has only said that he wants to be a scarey monster for halloween........ guess I better get on that.......:thumbup: OH but guess what I'm going to be????????????? nanner nanner nanner, you'll have to wait for the pic!

Whooohoooo!!!!! One more day!!!!!!!!

Thanks!!!!!

Good Morning........ I have not had ice cream but I DID have cheesecake yesterday! Chocolate Peanut Butter Cookie Dough. (I suck) I also had two pc's of cin raisen toast yesterday! DAMN IT no PB! Laura: WAY TO GO!!!!!!! PAM: How ARE YOU DOING? I loved the pics of suzanne's eye! poor baby. HH: I gain and lose 5 pounds within a week! So I don't really think you did that bad, but I am with you.. I need to get back to the basics of the band. It is rainy and chilly here today, so this morning I browned some stew beef cubes and put it in the crockers with potatoes, onions, carrots, broth and water, (and seasoning) PERFECT FOR A DAY LIKE TODAY! Here is hoping Robby makes good choices today! He asked me yesterday why he had to go to THAT school? Why couldn't he just go to ANOTHER school! (this is my little control freak trying to control WHERE he goes to school) I went through a long speech, about it was our neighborhood school, and he would be going there through 5th grade, and at the end he just let out a big sigh while looking out the truck window and said "OK" He then fell asleep at 5:30P and slept all night! OK.. have a great day.. I'll check back later.

Hello all! At home listening to it thunder and rain....... Had a chiro appointment this morning and now I AM VERY VERY SORE. I also met with one of my RNY friends.. she's 4 years out, but now she has other health issues.......... namely a knee replacement, and now they are testing her for RA, she has been on predisone for about a month or so, and she is gaining weight. But she is still around 20 lbs from her lowest post op weight... she had a tt and breast lift two years ago and is ready for a retighten (she was well over 200 ) when she had it the first time.. she wonders if her slow healing and over all poor health is related to her RNY....... and what can I say? She can't go back now.... and she ate, soup, salad and bought a LC cheesecake to take home...... (so she IS doing things right) and she looks so much better than she did at 320 lbs! HH: How did the apt go? Suzie: Are you counting points at WW? Laura: How ARE you doing on the no smoking thing? Jane: Sorry you have the sniffles Haydee: How did the BBQ go for the guys at work? Tracy: Yeah, but its the teachers that won't do anything until he smacks them on the hand or arm........ so frustrating! Terry: I am in awe of your talent!!!!! Kat: How did the game go? Jenn: what's up with snuggles? Gina: How are you doing? Tonya: When is your next cruise? Judy: Glad your back from your latest cruise! Who am I missing?????

Jane: Robby has only been diagnosed with a HARD HEAD! :Dancing_biggrin: He knows the difference, he just makes bad choices, in the instant, I picked him up yesterday and the afternoon worker said he had been good the last half of the day............. BUT we did have more drama... CODY (the 13 year old ended up in the ER! 26 stitches in the knee) DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA....... he and the dog were playing in the back yard ,the dog jumped on his back and he fell onto a bike, his knee caught the handlebar or something and split his knee wide open..... He called in hysterics because blood was gushing out. I told him to apply pressure and I would be there in a minute.... CALGONG TAKE ME AWAY!!!!!!! But I am leave work early to meet a friend who is in KC for a dr appointment. Going to the chiro, and getting out of here.

My head is about to explode............ DS is on the short list from getting kicked out of before/after school care......... and the thing is he told them, ok, I've been bad enough. it's time to send me home now............. (INSERT EXPLODING HEAD) Today school is out and so he's been in all day care. I had a feeling it would be bad today, because he was clingy when I left him this morning, and we've had all weekend just he and I...... I am totally at my wits end, he is so damn hard headed and smart at the same time. He turns it on and off at will, and he LIKES getting the attention, good or bad, he LIKES going to the principal, because she is a nice lady, HE LIKES going to the counselor because she has a DOG......... He LIKES when I have to pick him up.............. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. He knows he will have consequences tonight, HE KNOWS, but it is that instant gratification of RiGHT then.. not listening, not standing still, not following directions because he is pushing all his boundaries, and the teachers feel like they are hog tied as to NOT being firm with him. I'm like... (for the love of God, turn on your drill seargent voice