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it been alittle more then a year and i have done good, but now i am stuck, i been 180 for a couple months now, what should i do ?

im not given up so yah i went to the doc she said yes i got a hernia they arnt going to fix it, im just going to have to take pills for the pain and the reflux.. tht seems werd to me, i guess pills every day, and my doc filled my band agian

im going friday my mom and linda never go to the doctors with me, i ask them too but they dont wanna, my mom dosent even take my 16 yr old sis to the doctors i do, im in pain i m sure its from the hernia i looked it up online, hopefully i can get it fixed soon, i cant wait till friday, i threw up again b4, i ate some soggy ceral, and i felt like i had a wieght in my chest and then i was running to the BR, i cant keep going like this, and idont wanna lose my band, i love my band, i hate this pain.

ok so my mom gose to the doctor we have the same doctor and tells him w.e she said, and he said that im to young to have the band, but get this he is the 1 who told me to get it done,

both my parents want me to take out the band, they say tht it i cousing me to be sick, i know i got a hernia, it was probly from throughing up, but i had a virus this week and last week, and i dont know if it because they are ingorent or they really believe this, Linda my moms gf says the plastic is killing you and its rotting insude your body, and she always saying take it out. and mom just goes along with it she say ever since i got the band i have been sick, i feel like they are ganging up on me worse then peer pressure becuz they are my parents and your soppose to lesson to them, but i dont think it the band thts making me sick i think it the hernia and maybe gallstones, for now until friday i am stuck home taking VIKES, (pain killers) and some other meds so i dont through up, mom has the virus i had, linda got something, wut ever it is those two i have dont got it. thank you god. anyway im feelin an little upset i dont know wut to do, i mean friday im asking the doctor and telling her about what my parents are saying and maybe the doctor can tlk to them, but there stuck in thier ways

well yah im going to have to ask, cuz i wont let anyone else to take it out but my doctor tht put it in, im upstate on vaca for now i go home in 8 days, i'll go when i get home, if it gets worse ill go home sooner.

i was sick last week had a flu i went to the hospital and they said nothing was wrong... called me to tell me i got a herna, i think it is from throughing up i dont know why but i get food stuck alot and to releave myself i feel the need to through up. i never stuck my finger in my mouth i dont have to. my chest get tight and i just get sick. now i dont know if thts the reason y i have a herna but i am tired of gettin dick all the time i would like to go 1 day with out havin to run to the bathroom. i had my band empty and i was still getting sick. i didnt tell my doc yet but i have been thinkin about removal. has any one ever gottin a herna from throughing up B4 can u get it from tht , and how u fix a herna, give me somef feed back ppl ,

i was glocu... 500 mg 3 time a day i gained alot of my wieght wen i started the diabetes meds even with the insulin. but with the band i use alot less meds so in guess its easier to loss wieght on less meds.

<TABLE id=HB_Mail_Container height="100%" cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=0 width="100%" border=0 UNSELECTABLE="on"><TBODY><TR height="100%" width="100%" UNSELECTABLE="on"><TD id=HB_Focus_Element vAlign=top width="100%" background="" height=250 UNSELECTABLE="off">i get fills withfloro thts the only way my doc dose fills </TD></TR><TR UNSELECTABLE="on" hb_tag="1"><TD style="FONT-SIZE: 1pt" height=1 UNSELECTABLE="on"> </TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE>

<TABLE id=HB_Mail_Container height="100%" cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=0 width="100%" border=0 UNSELECTABLE="on"><TBODY><TR height="100%" width="100%" UNSELECTABLE="on"><TD id=HB_Focus_Element vAlign=top width="100%" background="" height=250 UNSELECTABLE="off">o yah i was down to 212 but went back up to 217 </TD></TR><TR UNSELECTABLE="on" hb_tag="1"><TD style="FONT-SIZE: 1pt" height=1 UNSELECTABLE="on"> </TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE>

<TABLE id=HB_Mail_Container height="100%" cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=0 width="100%" border=0 UNSELECTABLE="on"><TBODY><TR height="100%" UNSELECTABLE="on" width="100%"><TD id=HB_Focus_Element vAlign=top width="100%" background="" height=250 UNSELECTABLE="off">go to the sergon my sergon wasnt in so i saw one of her co workers. i tell him i think theres somthing wrong with my band i dont feel full any more, he says ok lets look and see, now i drank tht stuff and it goes right through. the doc say you should have 1.6 in my band last time i had that much i couldnt eat anything infact i had to get a unfill. any way he pokes around for ever i have a tilted port, and he finds it and he says push ur tummy like im have a bowl movemet so i did i do this 3 times, he says im only getting 1 unit out. he didnt say that there was a problem, i know about the empty space were some time the liquid get cought oon the tubing. idk i think when i had this doctor last time around december and we were in the room for an hour not lying an whole hour looking and pokeing around to find my port he might put a whole in it. i only got stuck like 6 times. lol, my doc isnt going to be back from vacation for anouther week or two. WHAT YOU GUYS THINK A LEAK </TD></TR><TR UNSELECTABLE="on" hb_tag="1"><TD style="FONT-SIZE: 1pt" height=1 UNSELECTABLE="on"> </TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE>

<TABLE id=HB_Mail_Container height="100%" cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=0 width="100%" border=0 UNSELECTABLE="on"><TBODY><TR height="100%" UNSELECTABLE="on" width="100%"><TD id=HB_Focus_Element vAlign=top width="100%" background="" height=250 UNSELECTABLE="off">i spent 5 days in the hospital from jan 1st - jan-6th 2007 yes this last week from throughing up. omg it hurt so bad no slaippage thank god </TD></TR><TR UNSELECTABLE="on" hb_tag="1"><TD style="FONT-SIZE: 1pt" height=1 UNSELECTABLE="on"> </TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE>