Daisynpink

oh honey i aint banded yet...!!!! lol i have one more doc appt end of this week, then my case mgr can submit for approval with aetna.....im praying to god i get this...this will be my first surgery ever so i am nervous bout that...but i cant even stand to look at myself in the mirror..ya know???? i want to just go to target and buy cute stuff off the clearance rack instead of having to hit up lane bryant....or other expensive plus size stores...plus i know that loosing weight and building confidence will make me more of a happier person....my man is afraid i will leave him when i get small, but i told that boy i aint goin nowhere...for the simple fact that he loves me no matter what...he didnt even want me to go through with this surgery...but when i told him i would be less of a bitch....he was all up for it!! lol