Boo Boo Kitty

Kuebel--so sorry about all of the trouble! I am so glad though that your Dr is supportive of you! It really does make a difference. I find myself scared to see my surgeon most of the time because I have heard him yell at others, so I never want to dissappoint him. I am hating myself right now. I am on steriods right now and eating like a freaking pig. I want to shoot myself. I just started these damn pills and I have 5 days to go. This is why I fought them, I do not need to eat like this. I can not stop it. I feel ravenous. I hate me...or my body for needing them. I am feeling like a failure as a mother lately as well. Brooke has been very depressed and it is killing me. (She is Bi Polar) There is nothing I can do for her, I try so hard to make her happy and she just cries all of the time. She even said she wants to die. Of course the therapist has talked to her, but I don't think we can get to her. She is 8 years old, 8 years old. :tea: Where is our banded mama?? I haven't seen her in a few days.

Yeah, but it sounds like the fish is bad, you don't need that! I am sorry though he turned out to be a jerk. But remember everything happens for a reason! EVERYTHING, even a**hole men. Big hugs to you sweetie.

Steph--I hope you DH is doing well. What a horrible shock and so sad, I will kep his family in my thoughts. Kay--We all go through it sometimes, don't worry hun! You did the right thing and got yourself back on track. Bk--good luck with your fill! :tea: Well, I am off for a nap. All this trying to feel better is exausting, lol..

Hello all, Anyone else caught up in the evil money making world of webkinz? lol... I got my girls each one a few weeks ago and now it seems I am spending all of my time on there and a TON of money. Anyone else addcited to them? My girls now each have 2 and uh oh, I have my own....lol....

Oh my girls could care less about the toy, lol. They are all about the online life they live out with those things.

I am too, and it really isn't bad at all. You can see it or feel it when stretching or something like that. It is not always there looking at you!

Are you doing any better yet with the restriction?

That sounds more fair to me. I do think a family wanting to adopt does need a steady income that is good enough to raise children, but laying $20k for adoption can make raising the child difficult if you saved so much for it!

It is about the size of a quarter under your skin. I really didn't feel mine alot when I was big, I am smaller now and I can feel it. It doesn't ever bother me. My scars are barely noticiable a year later, I didn't pay attention to how long it took though. It does peek out sometimes but not much and nothing major!

So far they have done a good job with it. It is not just a shortening of the band, she has also "pulled in" the sides as well. It takes abit to get it right but she is actually very good at it. All they do is bras, so I guess that have to be good!

Kat the boutique I go do does lifetime alterations for free so they adjust the band for me when I needed it! Look for a place like that.

I agree. I wanted Eric, but now I am not so sure. He is a good liar. I am so amazed at Dick, there is no line with him. How does he get away with what he says???

LOL...yes that was taken care of as well. Mostly because I can not stand it "messy" down there! They did an ultrasound and they have burst so I will be feeling better in a few days, until next month and it will switch sides. Treatments--birth control (Out of the question when trying to get pregnant), pregnancy, and removal of ovaries (well isn't that pleasant?) SOOO--I will be dealing with these for awhile now. Ugh.. I hope that Nikki is contagious! I want to be next, lol. I did a little bit of shopping afterwards and got some cute stuff dirt cheap. I got 2 outfits with skirts for 30.00 at Elder Bearman! VERY nice classy stuff just on clearance. And the skirts are both size 12's and they FIT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOO HOOOOO....I think I deserve that for all the sh*t my body is doing to me!

Wow! Look at you girlie! Hot mama! Yes I agree there is no way one else would know that they sag. I buy my bras at a boutique called "Bras that Fit. The right bra can work miracles that is for sure. I look 10 pounds heavier when I wear the wrong bra. They are worth the extra money for sure.

Kay--welcome back girl! We are all just glad to have you back! Don't worry that you aren't perfect, none of us are! Hope school is going well, I will be back to the books in a few weeks. Claud--glad you had a great time. Va--I am sorry it won't be what you were hoping for, but it is exciting he is introducing you to friends, it is a big step! Nikki--again congrats. :girl_hug: I think Brandi would agree it is a great name for a girl...rotfl.... I am off to the Dr. I have a 1 pm appointment. I am miserable. I hurt like hell. Got the legs shaved though. Can't see him with yucky legs. Wish me luck, I am hoping that I will have good news.

WOOO HOOOO!! I can not believe one year ago today about 10 am I was getting banded. It is the best thing that I ever did in my entire life! I am so happy. Here are the stats: Starting size: 320 pounds Size 4x BMI: 46% NOW: 195 Pounds Size Large BMI: 25% I feel so great, it is the best thing I ever did for me!

lol my boobs are doing the same thing...lol..

I agree with Julie. I didnt know you could buy Nutisystem food without the whole plan, I will have to check into that! I also carry protien bars. The more the protien the longer it will hold me as well. I also carry granola bars for a quick pick me up.

Thanks Nikki. I am feeling a bit better this morning. I found my leftover Loratab and that is working better for me. It feels like my insides are being ripped out. For now I am waiting for them to burst. Dr said it will happen and be very painful for another 12-24 hrs after and then I should be ok until next month! They did call my GYN while I was there, and I am seeing him in the afternoon tommorow. I felt like whatever is going on is more than they can or want to deal with in the ER there. SO now I have to shave because my GYN is too hot to handle. I like to have more time to prep to see him mentally,lol. He is unbelievable gorgeous. If he wasn't so damn good as a Dr I would change. It is hard to think around him... lol..

Amen sister! I think the more I loose the more they drag, but they are still so big they are hurting me. It is enough to drive me nuts. Blah...

NO, someone just shoot that b*tch, please. I hate her, and I am not that kind of person. She just makes me want to kill her or me.

Hello my ladies, Well I had a nice trip to the ER yesterday. We thought it was my appendix, but turned out not to be. I have several cysts on my ovaries ready to burst. SO I am in pure hell. They sent me home with Vicadin but it is not helping that much. It hurts so bad. I was told this is probly the beginning of my problems with this. I am in hell, and in pain like nothing ever before. I probly won't be on again soon, I am going to lay down and try to sleep it off. I had a CT Scan last night, with a hot guy. Forgot to tell him about the band, he ran out in the middle fo the procudure and asked "What is on your stomach? Are you ok?" lol...oooooppps forgot to tell him. After I told him what it was and how much I had lost he said "You look amazing, I never would have guessed." that made me smile amoungst the pain.

Thanks for all of the kudos. But I want you all to know that I didn't do anything that all of you can't do as well. If I can do it, anyone can! Spanx are underwear like stuff that sucks you in all over. It takes care of the "Muffin Top" as I call it, you know all of that stuff that hangs over in your jeans. For me it is skin now. If you get them always get the long ones, they are worth the extra money you will have NO ROLLS at all!

BJ I think it depends on the before whether they do implants or not. I am going to get them, I want pretty boobs again! lol...but I have a friend who did a wonderful life without them. My nreasts not in the bra look like dragged down pankcakes....in the bra they are gorgeous FFF's...lol look very decieving in a bra! A good Dr Bjean will make the girls look like they did when you were 21 and perky! That is what I want!

OMG Peanut butter???? I love the chocolate but never seen pb....I want some! I love them with nuts.