Boo Boo Kitty

Don't feel sorry, he gives it out as much as he gets it! :frown:

There is nothing logical about her at all. That there in lies the problem! Thank you. I truly appreciate it!

Hey ladies (and well the guys who will look...) I have some questions on the sexual peak for women. I am 31 now. I have been feeling very different in the desire deparment and what I want to do lately. I have become open to things I would have said HELL NO to years ago! How long does this sexual revolution last? I am enjoying it, but hoping I can keep myself in check....lol..

Thanks Denise. That is it exactly. :tt2: | You're a doll!

Sept 30. Month long competition. I don't know if i have it in me...lol....weesssshhhh.

I have no idea what happened but I am loosing now by 60+votes! Go vote for me! xoxoox

WOW! I have NO IDEA what happened over night, but I am loosing now by 60 votes....WOW! Everyone go vote please!

Kat--I am sorry for you as well hun. I hope everything gets better for you. Are you happy in the 150s or you want to get to 140s? Losing--so you have one of those moms too? I am sorry! How is the band baby doing? Froggi--do you have insurance? Don't they cover your meds? If you have asthma you MUST have the preventative, or you might as well not have the rescue. You can damage your lungs using the rescue too much. DH has severe asthma so I know alot 2nd hand. He tried to do the no preventative and I was there when he got the big lecture. Tap--I hear ya, I am taking sleeping meds every night to go to sleep. Plain--Yes, we all know you are Captain Obvious! :eek: Green---yes, fatten yourself up again! Just a bit to be healthy! As for Grandma, just got a call at 3 am. They did a test putting a tube in her stomach, it is filled with feces. Her intestines are backing up into her stomach. So we are waiting to find out what happens next. I have no idea what we are going to do. David just came back last night and now he needs to go back. But we are 2 hours away from anyone who can watch the girls and I can't take any more time off work or school. I will loose my job which we can't afford. I have no idea what we are going to do. :tt2: They are thinking a bowl obstruction with Gram. If anyone knows anything about it, please PM me. I am researching on the internet and we all know how that goes....

Naked chic sucks. She has a ton of votes on the myspace blog attached to the link, so I am thinking I am just slightly ahead of her. I feel horrid for being so damn competitve, but damn it I want this! lol... :tt1:

Susan I am so sorry my bandster sister! (((SUSAN))):tt1:

He is my Dad's best friend. Who has never seen them. How weird eh?

Tina I am so happy things are going well for you! YAY! Congrats! :tt1:

MY band slipped during my port replacement surgery, 3.5 weeks ago. SO I am still unfilled. A week does seem too simple, they want me to wait 4-6 weeks. Only 4 because they know me and I didn't want to be empty 6 weeks. BUT I am doing ok on it! :tt1:

OOOOH YOU WILL LOVE IT! Mine was so pissed off he ended up leaving! LOL...revenge is so sweet and it IS ON THE BANDSTER menu! :tt1:

Leslie--I am sad to hear you know how I feel then. I am sorry for you as well! As a mom I just want my love to be completely unconditional, unlike my mom. Ebony--thank you! I appreciate your kind words of wisdom! :embaressed_smile: You speak volumes to me. Everyone does here! THANK YOU ALL!

When were you banded? When was your last fill?

Thanks everyone. I need a group hug for damn sure! :embaressed_smile: I am going to spend today scrubbing and cleaning the house for GG's arrival this week. I am sure scrubbing will help with stress. Hugs to you all. I really appreciate all the support you all give me. Without my LBT friends I would be having a nervous breakdown. You all remind me that isn't an option and I appreciate that! HUGS! xoxoxox

Thanks everyone. I am going to sit down to day and respond back since I have cooled off a bit. But yes Mac, she is ALWAYS like this. At my wedding seconds after You may kiss the bride she screamed out "She's your problem now David, you keep her." Yes at the ceremony. I still to this day, almost 14 years later seen my wedding video. I guess afterwards she said a bunch more crap to the camera and everyone tries to protect me from her. She had the Bypass 4 months after I did the band and her EXACT words were "so I can loose faster than you". She has always competed with me. I feel like she is my arch enemy not my mom. I hate it. She did this yesterday AFTER me telling her what a horrible day I was having. Washer broke for good, vaccum broke, and my DH grandma was in the hospital, they are thinking pancreatic cancer and she will be moving in with us. I guess I wasn't focused enough on my mom yesterday to make her happy....ugh... I honestly hope that I can break this toxic cycle with my girls. I can't do this to them. It is never more important to me than ever to make sure I do not turn into my mother! :embaressed_smile::crying:

I recently slipped. I was in the worst pain in my entire life, couldn't stand it. I mean I would rather have children again pain. I couldn't even keep water down. It was horrible. I hope you have not slipped. Is there a chance a recent fill is just too tight?

It did that earlier to me again and a bit ago I was able to vote. I am wondering if it is because it has been less than 24 hours?

You know I have thought about this more, and I believe without knowing her it is easy to see she is just concerned. But when you throw in this is the woman who tried to convince my Dr that I was anorexic and needed an intervention or everything else she has done my entire life, the care looses its luster. In all honesty this is the woman who knew I was being raped and abused for 8 years and never lifted a finger to help me. She is lucky I haven't written her out of my life a long time ago. As far as my job, I am not concerned at the moment. I guess if I ever do have a problem I will cross that bridge when I get to it. I have learned men are perverts no matter what you do. I have gotten grossly hit on in sweat pants at the grocery store. I do keep my personal life completely off my pin up profile for a reason. And that would be to stay private with my kids.

Thank you Lulu, that is completely how I feel. I guess I need to stop reacting to her because she is getting what she wants. She has called me 5 times in the last hour, but I am not answering. :smile:

Thanks guys for making me feel better. :smile: I get very emotional and often feel attacked by her. Just how it goes for me I guess. She gets on my last nerve always.

Green I am glad to hear all the treatment has killed the cancer. I only had the targeted radiation and I know how bad it is. I think what bothers me most about Gramm is 5 years ago she lost her baby son (41) to esophageal cancer. Now her oldest daughter has extreme breast cancer that has spread to her liver. With Jerry (Uncle) she got brain cancer. And now with Ellen this. I sometimes wonder if there is a god. :smile:

Faith is 7. Old enough to know better! David will actually take care of his gram. She raised him when his mom abandonned him at 16. SO she is most of the time all he's got. He loves her and would die for her. She took care of me as well for a long time when I was on bed rest with Brooke who is 9. You really need to read what Mom wrote, basically called me a whore. Seriously. I posted a rant about it with her "letter".... http://www.lapbandtalk.com/f80/mommy-dearest-thanks-making-sure-i-never-feel-happy-75899/#post996336