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YAY Tina! We are all so PROUD of you for everything you have made it through! You are one tough cookie! Keep it up! :tt1:

In this case it REALLY worked out for you! lol.. Ok, invites sent, phone calls made. We'll see you here! lol...but seriously get better! Congratulations!

PLAIN! Look at that avatar! YAY!!! :tt1: NO MORE SCARY (fake one at least) avatar! WOO HOO! Plain you are getting one step closer to us being able to take you out in public! WOO HOO!

lulu our lab had pups once. 12 pups, 11 boys. Bred with a chocolate. She was black. So were all of the pups...crazy the way nature works!

I am posting to say my hand is KILLING me! I just had a EMG, that stuff hurts like hell. I wanna cry.....:wub:

NOT get attached to puppies....good luck!

WOW! Plain you are extra fiesty today! lol.....shthead.....lol...

I want a week of those mental health days...

I am BACK! lol...gone for the weekend for work! YAY! I am so freaking happy to be back with restriction. It feels so damn good not to be starving, 24/7. YAY for Moday!

I am more than depressed right now. I am still in complete denial and shock. BUT I know, I have no one to blame but myself. I had the un-fill 6 weeks ago now. It was due to a slip that the surgeon caused when my port was replaced. Well I thought I was doing well, but the last few weeks I knew I had gained a few pounds. Things weren't fitting the same. I went to the Dr today for strep. The same place that saw me last month for the broken nose. Well guys I have gained 11 pounds. 11 freaking pounds. I want to cry and give up completely. I have NOT been eating shit. I have been eating the same things, but a bit more. I have been so stressed out lately I am surprised I haven't gained more. Makes me pissed off I haven't had a freaking King Dong. I haven't had any of the shit I used to eat, so what the hell happened? I need to get this weight off before I throw myself off a cliff but being bogged down taking care of a sick Grandmother I don't see it happening. I will be getting a fill Friday and starting over. I am ashamed but I think I have to tell all of you, and that makes me ever more ashamed and disgusted with myself. I suck. I am so upset right now I can't even deal with this.... :teeth_smile:

Well finally some good news for me guys. I got the fill Friday, 1.0 ccs in my 4 cc band. I am doing well with it. It seems that the slip did fix itself. I am not experiencing any pbing or pain. YAY! :tt2: I feel so much better, maybe it is a mind thing but that is good. I have restriction now. Granted, it isn't much but anything is better than nothing at all.

Thanks everyone. I went for the fill Friday and got 1.0 cc back in my band. I am truly amazed by the difference I feel. I am not starving 24/7. I can eat smaller portions again. I know that I am not at my sweet spot, but at this point it feels damn good to have anything at all in it. So far it is gone well, so we are assuming the slip has fixed itself. There is one on my side for once! :thumbup: :tt2:

Hey all. At the Dr. right now...I can not wait for this fill. 12 pounds up total.

Kat-- I am so proud of you! YOU FREAKING ROCK! I <3 Kat! :thumbup:

I am posting to tell you all that I am gonna kill you ALL! lol... wtf...chips, ice cream, bacon....man...all of you STOP THE INSANITY! lol... :thumbdown:

GOOD LORD Rho! Please share some of that energy! :dita: I am beyond tired already of taking care of grandma. She is worse than a fucking kid. AND DH is babying her.... :biggrin:

I was feeling that too...lol...it's ok! :dita: I am ok with it though, really! lol..

Thanks everyone. I appreciate the support. You are all keeping me from jumping into a batch of proverbial King Dongs.... (JUST SAY NO, JUST SAY NO!) :smile: I truly need all of you! :cool2:

EXACTLY what I had thought. I am not eating crap but just more food, and I freaking hate feeling this hungry. SUCKS.. Thanks for the support guys. :thumbup:

Kat--- I KNEW IT! I knew you were a druggie! lol.... what a bunch of bitches. (I am not very politically correct today.) Denise--I must say I am tired of walking through fire, I am so over it. I need a break. I am at school all day today (I am a student) so I should be paying attention now but I don't..lol....I am a 4.0 student so WHATEVER! I appreciate all of your support. Being a hero, is sometimes a heavy robe. I thank all of you for reminding me I don't have to be perfect all the time.... I <3 you all.

I am gonna call myself out on the carpet. :thumbup: I drink the hard stuff, JD and coke. But my fave is Patrone shots. Takes less to get drunk, but if your goal is to just hang out and relax, a Killian's for me. :thumbup:

YAY Ginger! Congrats and keep up the great work! :thumbup:

Don't worry, not every band unfilled has restriction. Every person, every band is different. There is no one size fits all. AND NO, not everyone should be taken seriously either. :thumbup: You just read everything with a grain of salt and filter out the crap...:thumbup: Don't give up posting here!

Tracy Congrats! I am sure it will all work out! As for your marriage if it is strong before it will be ok. I had problems before surgery and still do....so no telling there what affect it really had! :thumbup: GOOD LUCK! Hugs

I agree discrimination is everywhere, but with ours we can change it. Some one black can not be "not black" nor can someone Asian be "not Asian". We do have some advantage to having a discrimination that we can shed.