Hi ALL.. :crying:
LOL i am a newbie from OZ (australia)..
Starting my journey to my lap band... have had 1 of the 4 appts before my surgery. Have the next 2 next week... so hopefully surgery within the next 4-6 weeks.
I am so nervous BUT, yet so excited.
My oldest is 4 years old.. before her pregnancy i was a nice 68kg's and a size 12-14 which for my body is just right.... now 2 kids later.. 4 years on.. i am ashamed at 118kg's and size 18-22 (depending on the clothes maker)..
I dont recognise myself anymore... and i feel so lost within this body that just couldnt be mine!! :rolleyes2:
BUT, i cant focus on that... i just cant. I have HAVE HAVE to focus on rewinding this and getting myself back as much as i can...
Anyway, anyone else know this story? any advice, words of wisdom anything will be a great help.
better go
thanks
Lappap
