Hello,
I had not had surgery since I was a child and had my tonsils out. I was scared to death to go in for this surgery. I tried to find things to take my mind off it. The night before, I stayed up late playing a video game. When they came to my hospital room to get me, I was so nervous they had to give me something for my nerves.
I think some of that is normal.
Hang in there, bro.
Lobo