Hi Everyone!
I am so discouraged! Here is my story.
I was banded in 2005 with a vanguard 10cc band. I had lost almost 70 pounds by about the 9 month mark. I was thrilled! I got a little fill for a tweak and started throwing up. So I received an unfill. However this did not help I was still throwing up a bit here and there. Well after about two months of this I found out it was not my band, I was actually pregnant with y second child. So I got an unfill and went along with my pregnancy. I moved to another state and had my baby.
I found a new doctor and he said he would see me when I was no longer nursing. So When I stoppped I went to get a fill. Everything seemed to be going well until this new doctor left and I met his replacement. We did not like each other from the first meeting. He was cocky and acted like he new everything and would not listen. The nurse practitioner became certified and started to do my fills. Long story short, I went on vacation and had a bad incident of vomiting and had to go to the E.R. where they had no doc who new anything about the band. So I left! Drove the 5 hours home to get to my doc. He said I had no slip and continue to fill me from there. i complained of heart burn etc. He still did not listen. It came to the point that I had to sleep sitting up for months.
Until I was in agony one night and went to the ER only to find out my band slipped! Had that removed and a new 14cc band placed. I was excited for a new start. I have never felt restriction at all with this new band. I am at 12 ccs and still have no restriction. The doctor I have now makes me feel like the failure is all mine. I know this band was not right for me, I know what a band should feel like. He feels I should be able to eat only 4 ounces f food at a time with no restriction. He does not believe in restriction he said the band to help you feel satisfied not restricted.
Well now I am having some pain under my armpit and in my lower abdomen I am sure my band is slipped again. I have gained so much of the weight I originally lost. I do not even think I can handle seeing this doctor and being made to feel this is all my fault!.
I know I failed I don't need to be told by my doctor too.
Thanks for listening!