disneynut1969

In April of 2009 I went through all the hoops and insurance denied me because I didn't weight enough at 220.  I tried again to loose weight again on my own and lost ten lb and I felt like I was starving myself and getting no where.  BTW girlfriend lost 50 lb in the time that I lost 10, and I was not cheating.  I'm right now trying to dicided if I want to do this to myself  again.  I have to restart all over again with everything same surgeon.  I know that now I meet the 40 BMI limit so rejection in not the problem.  My family is because they think that I will die having it done.  Right now just doing research and looking for people that can relate to my want to be thin again.  I want to love myself again and I want my sex drive back. Yes I know that it will come back with weight lose.   I want to life to see my children grow up.   Here is to finding my way.