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My surgery is today at 12pm. I couldn't sleep at all last night.

band75--------------------Thursday, August 06, 2009:thumbup:

KPDGAL, The June Bandsters have been a big help to me...you guys have been my support other than my hubby! I only communicate with June 09 and low BMI bandsters. Congrats on the nuptials!!!

Any August 2009 future bandsters??? I am scheduled for surgery on 08-06-09 pending insurance approval.

My surgery was moved to 08/06/2009. I am down to 209 and my BMI is slightly below 35. I have not heard from my insurance company yet...keep your fingers crossed. Any suggestions on how to get home. The hospital will not release me to a taxi.

My surgery date is August 05, 2009. I have not received insurance approval yet. With less than two weeks I am worried. I am not confident that I wiil be approved and self-pay is not an option. We will see! If am am approved I have no clue how I am going to get home. No one knows about the surgery except for my husband and he will most likely be out-of-town.

Hello Everyone, I will receive my surgery date next week. Thanks for all the kind words. I did not continue the pregnancy. I had too many medical proceedures and I took medications that could cause birth defects. I regret that I did not know my body well enough to know that I was pregnant (before having all the tests and taking the medications). I have hormonal problems, so it is normal for me adnormal. I have been going through a bit a depression and have not been talking to many people or on the computer lately. I lost a few lbs and quickly gained them back in the last few weeks.

I found out that I am pregnant over the weekend. I didn't think that I could get pregnant again. I am about 5 weeks along. I've been struggling with what to do? I/We are not ready for another baby. Emotionally and physically, I just don't think I can do it again. I had chest xrays and the barium swallow xrays last week, so I'm concerned about possible complications. We are not an old goats, nor are we spring chickens...Pushin' 40 with a newborn??? I am scared!!! I fear that God will punish me if I don't have the baby. If I gain another 20+ lbs I know my medical problems will worsen. I have gone so far in this process to turn back now.

I found out that I am pregnant over the weekend. I didn't think that I could get pregnant again. I am about 5 weeks along. I've been struggling with what to do? I/We are not ready for another baby. Emotionally and physically, I just don't think I can do it again. I had chest xrays and the barium swallow xrays last week, so I'm concerned about possible complications. We are not an old goats, nor are we spring chickens...Pushin' 40 with a newborn??? I am scared!!! I fear that God will punish me if I don't have the baby. If I gain another 20+ lbs I know my medical problems will worsen. I have gone so far in this process to turn back now.

Hi Mzpotter, I am having my surgery at Sinai in Northwest Baltimore City. I live in Northeast Baltimore County. I am still trying to figure out how I'm going to get the surgery logistically. I cannot ask for help because no one knows and my husband works crazy hours. I thought about saving my money and getting a nurse for a few hours. I experienced very painful gas with my other surgeries and could not do very much...plus now I have a VERY active three year old. I think that I have gained weight because I am afraid. Food has been a constant source of companionship. When things are bad and I feel alone, I'll stop by my favorite restaurants and have a feast for one. I know that in the upcoming months I will have to find alternative ways to cope with my issues and that is what scares me. I remember when my daughter first came home from the hospital, I would eat a bucket of snickerdoodles almost everyday. She cried a lot and I would try to sooth her, but nothing helped. I think from then on I relied on food to get me through the rough times. I realize that my issues may be more diffucult, so I am trying to work on them now. I use my postings as a form of therapy. Good luck with approval process!

I too have gained weight since starting the process. 214 to 217 as of 05/22/2009. I went for my nutrition group class Friday. I get weird looks from the other patients, most of which are a lot heavier than myself. I felt a brief moment of guilt, but I cannot compare myself nor should they. Granted I am blessed to be at this point im my life where I am trying to make a change before my weight is truly out of control. I worry that although I am a big girl...I am not fat enough for insurance approval. 217 lbs and I am not even 5'5". I am stuffed in a short body. I have one more nutrition meeting in June and an EKG...then I meet with the surgeon in July. If my insurance approves the surgery...it will be late July or August. I hope you all get approved. I am too broke to even entertain being s self-pay patient!

Good Morning Maryland, I am having surgery in July/August...I am still in the 6 month waiting period because of my insurance. I will be having surgery at Sinai Hospital in Baltimore. I am nervous and excited. We should all keep in touch. Only my husband and one co-worker knows about the surgery, so I need some support. I have done well at maintaining my weight...still 214...sexy size 18...whatever! I could not breath in my 16's and I have to keep it real or pass out from oxygen deprivation. I am on my way to work, so have a great day!

Is anyone having surgery in Baltimore, Maryland in June or July 2009???

Things went well today! These monthly WLS appts seem to be a formality for the insurance co. We don't talk about much...just a very brief overview on what we need to succeed post-op. I write like I am the only person who feels this way, but my health is changing so quickly and I am scared that if I don't do well I will not be here to raise my daughter. It all seems so simple...stop eating like a football player! I am trying to monitor what and how much I am eating. I did not get seconds at dinner this evening, but I keep thinking about the ham in the fridge. Band_Groupie, I'll keep you in my prayers on 04/22/09! Your outlook is positive and I am certain that you will meet you goal.

Thanks Sooverit and Band_Groupie for the words of encourgement. I am scheduled for my third dietician appt Monday. I am going to talk to her about what I am going through. It's wierd...I am becoming slightly neurotic. All I think about is food and I don't know why. I know part of the problem is that I use food to help/cope with everything. I eat when I am happy, sad, depressed, bored...I just eat! Wow...This site is cyber therapy. I know after July I will have to fill my life with more than Red Lobster and cupcakes and it scares me. Is my life that empty that I only have so much food to make me happy? I am sitting here almost in tears. I ate way too much when I got home from work... I feel sick, but keep doing it and don't know why. I am a very organized persoon and look for the sensibility in things, so why can't I help myself? I watched a show on TLC about people who weigh 600+ lbs and thought...HOW? I got on the scale the following morning and I had gained 3lbs.

No quick fixes...I just hope you feel better VERY soon! Chicken noodle soup and OJ...always works for me!

I wanted the sleeve, but my insurance would not cover it. For the sleeve my BMI had to be 50 or above. I am at approx 36.6. I barely made the BMI of 35 for the lap band. I don't need drastic results like GB, but I am terrified of needles and the fills scare me. I have back/knee pain, infertility, PCOS, high cholesterol, cardio problems and borderline HBP. I trying to calm my fears because I know with my family history I most likely will have diabetes. Fill now or insulin later.

Hi Meredith, I started the process February 2009. I expect to be banded late July/early August 2009. I have to complete 6 months of weight loss documantation for insurance purposes. Good luck on you journey! This time next year I hope to be able to run upstairs without nearing fainting! Current: 214-15 Goal: 135 BMI: 36.6

Is there anyone who feels totally lost in the 6 month waiting period. I feel like I am becoming obsesed with research and counting down the weeks. I feel like a overstuffed pillow. I cannot explain how I feel. I looked at a picture of myself and could not believe how I look. I am very cute in the face, but WOW...I am fat...fat...fat! I let myself go. Food...my friend...foe! I had to go shopping yesterday. None of my clothes fit from last summer. I really was depressed yesterday...I stuffed myself into an XL and 16W pants. I had to wear my Jobst compression tights to fit into my pants and could not breath all day. This process has made me do a self analysis..Why do I eat so much? How do I succeed after sugery? If food is not my friend...who or what will fill the void? I feel like this 6 months is a blessing and a curse! I want to be happy!

I COULD NOT DOWNLOAD THE PICS!

I have Carefirst-BCBS of Maryland and must attend 6 months of consecutive weight loss seminars. I wish that I could have the surgery today. I went to my 1st seminar in January 09. I met with the Dr. and dietician February 2009, my first of 6 appts. I hope to have surgery late July/early August 09. I had my sleep study and psych eval in mid-March 09. I have the GI tests in May and the cardiac eval early June 09. Current 214-15 Goal 135 BMI 36.7

I have only told my husband and one co-worker. She had GBS last year. I have been on this roller coaster for most of my adult life. I intend on telling no one else. My weight gain has been a private struggle. After my surgery I will change into sweats to make my co-workers think my wieghtloss is only due to exercise. We are adding a home gym, so I can jiggle in the privacy of my home! I don't feel like explaining who, what, when, where and why!

I recently went for my second (out of 6) month appointment. I most likely will have a tummy tuck after one year post-op. I have a three year old daughter, so I have a mommy tummy too! My lapband surgery will be late July/early August. I am so excited about regaining my good health. I welcome a flat tummy, so I can tie my shoes with ease! Don't be afraid...God heals all...including big tummies...that's why he made plastic surgeons! Current 215 Goal 135

I discovered this website yesterday. I am trying to resolve a few problems prior to my surgery in July. I am currently having a lot of hormonal problems. Unfortunately, I have had to go from dr. to dr. to try and find out what's wrong. I am almost certain that the PCOS is the main problem. What types of treatment are you ladies receiving to help with PCOS? I took glucaphage to get pregnant in 2004 and felt great. Now, I'm tired, depressed, overweight, hungry, constipated, hairy...too much info, but I need help. I want to live better!

Wow Shauna80, Our weight and height are the same! Also, I have PCOS and some other medical problems. I started the process last month, but I have to comple 6mths of WL counseling first. I pray that you med problems will be resolved. I have tachycardia and joint and back problems, borderline HBP, very high choles and some other stuff. I am afraid of the fills and having the port. My weight is a physical burden. Most people say "girl you aren't that big", but I feel terrible. My weight increase excelled after my daughter was born in 2005, I will try to keep up with your posts. Take Care!