kimmason , i know how hard it is to feel so alone , i have lots of friends and a big family , but very few peoplr actually know how it is to feel so alone , i can really sympathise with you . I actually am very interested with this particular lady and we spend a lot of time together , but the second i leave her house i feel like a drop in the ocean .she has a boyfriend and i dont think she has any plans to break any thing off with him and i dont want to press the issue , but i know as thing chang e in my life i will become more outward and find someone if she doesnt realize what she has in front of her .Sorry about venting i dont get to very often .....I do feel like a pebble in a hill alot of the time , so that is where i am getting a lot of my strength