OH Juli

Rant for my day: Zoe wore a costume to preschool today, her afternoon kindergarten class is having a party. I offered to meet her at lunch and do the costume for school, but she REALLY wanted to wear it this morning. She was the only one in costume because these other school aged kids go to a different school system. Some bratty girl, who I have never liked, said, "Zoe, I don't" looked me in the eye, and continued "like your costume." It was as if she dared me to say something to her. So of course I did. I said, "You don't have to wear it, now do you?" "That's not a nice thing to say" would have been more appropriate. I guess I should be happy I didn't say, "Who cares what you think you evil, mean, ugly little girl?" I know, shake off the evil child's comments. It's just hard to see someone hurt your kid. She hates it at the child care center and we hate her being there. 7 more months and it's done.

Jeni, Thanks BTW. I see that 85...Golly, was that the year you were born?? I graduated high school in 86. I feel so old. I think it's fantastic that you are getting your weight under control at 22 not later. You'll be happy you did. I wish there was this tool around when I was your age! I sound like I've got a foot in the grave...ugh.

I personally take it easy for the following meal, if that's good, then I'm back to regular. I find that if I PB too often I get stuck in the soft foods mentality. So I'm trying to be careful of that too. Hope you feel better soon.

now and then... Were we more innocent or did we just not talk about "dirty old men" and warn our children like we do now? I do believe sexy is being marketed to people younger and younger. In high school in the 80's for me it was preppy but the jeans were painted on. However, we are talking about little kids. Not teens. I couldn't find my kid sandals this past spring that weren't wedged or platformed with out getting her brown from the boys' section. She lived in her hedious crocks, but at least they don't push her ass out for all to adore. It's a sad commentary to be sure.

Looks like hubby is going to get his butter churned real good.

I want to live in Reeses Hell. Are the walls all peanutbuttery? Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh Yeah, well liver sucks. I thought I'd mature beyond thinking it was gross and really I did get past the taste, going down...but the texture, or really nearly everything today, had me PB-ing...and the taste coming back up was horrific. BG, try to keep the vomit in your mouth after that one..... GACK!!!!!!!!

Mrs. H, As much as I wish I'd lost 93 since March it's just not true. That number includes 23 pounds I lost from January to March presurgery. But thanks for the props.

"Do I look Sexy?" Oh god! How did you respond? My little girl is 6 and I can't imagine her saying that, but I know it's not too far in the distance. UGH!

Having had my blood work done at 6 months out it was determined that I am a bit low on Vitamin B 12. I thought I'd just add sources to my diet instead of taking a supplement. I went to foodtv.com found a recipe, went to Whole Foods, bought some liver, cooked it up all like I was told. Took a bight and immediately thought is tastes like a dirty barn smells. But the second bight wasn't too bad. I didn't realize I was hurrying it up in my mouth. By the third bight I knew it was all going to come back up. OH For the love of god, this is horrible. This is the worst PB to date. I write in present tense because as soon as I think I am done, there is more. It's like an informercial, "No wait, there's more." The lesson to take away from this LIVER=BAD.

JC!!!!!!!!!!! Good to know you are well. I nearly called just to put D's mind at ease. WE'll be here when you're ready to resume.......bitching, biking and bodybugging

Yeah, I've worked as a chef and it was cooked fine. It was absolutely not over done. It's a texture/band thing I believe for me. My co-workers were digging it. I still work in a kitchen, hence being able to cook liver in the middle of my day...

A cross post but to you an feel for what I'm dealing with currently: Having had my blood work done at 6 months out it was determined that I am a bit low on vitamin B 12. I thought I'd just add sources to my diet instead of taking a supplement. I went to foodtv.com found a recipe, went to Whole Foods, bought some liver, cooked it up all like I was told. Took a bight and immediately thought is tastes like a dirty barn smells. But the second bight wasn't too bad. I didn't realize I was hurrying it up in my mouth. By the third bight I knew it was all going to come back up. OH For the love of god, this is horrible. This is the worst PB to date. I write in present tense because as soon as I think I am done, there is more. It's like an informercial, "No wait, there's more." The lesson to take away from this LIVER=BAD.

B Toot away! Overnight shipping...what a whore. You'll get yours before me!

Don't forget the coupon code some pages back. BG, can you repost that for B? It will save you $50!

Jenni Way to go! You look fantastic.

Oh Deanna The Devine Miss D. How could I miss you in my shout outs?! I'm still half asleep. XO.

I second ZZ as coordinator. Thanks chica. B-nice academic pun. Good point, I as usual, was only thinking about myself. Actually I hadn't thought about IP belonging to a secondary source. Interesting. Get the bodybugg TX-Sweet on the run! You go girl! HP-Where the hell are you? JC-Speak up dude. BG- Why would you hate that new job? Why did you apply for it? Are there opportunities to grow there? How will it impact your family time? If you stay where you are what kind of opportuinites to grow your career do there? Is working part time, starting at 5am what you want to continue to do? What would you need to make you leave your position? If this isn't helpful tell me to shut up.

For the record, yesterday's paper was returned, graded today. I got a 94%. I rock.

pish posh Suzzzie. Take those calories where you can. Not morbid at all. Suffocating someone so you can revive them is morbid. Kee- Thanks for the props, but I've been at a stand still. Like you said, that's all about to change with the BB Trainer! Come on ONEDERLAND!

Today was my first day of eating less than 1100 calories in about 4 months. Go me. Really, yesterday night I was thinking about how you (BG) said you plan your meals. So I planned today's last night and did much better. I also wrote out the rules and my goals and tried very hard to refocus. So woo hoo. One day down.

1231 in a sitting? just kidding. I know that's your entire day. It's because you are crazy. What's going on to make you feel hoggy? Why are you fucking everything?

Kee You and I have the same goal, to get to onederland by Christmas. My BB is due to arrive on Friday! I can't wait!

Settle down woman. I have his cell, you want to call him?

Yeah and the bitches are not moving. I've been here for a few weeks. But I'm changing that today. I'm eating like someone who actually wants to lose weight, instead of someone who is pretending to want to lose weight. I'm in such a pissy mood. I had best the fuck be PMSing. We are a foul mouthed lot, no?

How do we secret the coordinator. Maybe someone who doesn't want to participate can make the connections. It's not like we can put our names in a hat and draw them out. Other ideas on how that might work?