Hi Vicki,
I was thinking the same thing. I go for my first fill Friday the 10th. I'm very nervous about it. Sounds like you have a lot on your plate (ok, maybe a bad expression in this instance!!) :biggrin: but things will get better. Before you know it, this surgery will be a year(s) behind you, your hubby will be home and you'll see how far you've come! I'll be thinking of you, let me know how it goes. Talk to you soon!!