You will just do fine you are about what i was. when u get home from the hospital and are up and about...YOU WILL BE THE HAPPIEST person and u should not let anyone get in your way of being the person u want to be..I am the biggest baby known to man when i have to get a needle i will cry and drive the doctors nuts a paper cut to me is "LABOR" and god if i have gas pains.."I have to go to the hospital...so if i did this and I am telling u its not as bad as it seems...Honestly U will be fine..I wish u all the luck and please for your own happiness "just do it"