2Flyguys

I honestly haven't worried about maintenance. I know I will never be fat again. I still keep my band pretty tight so I am constantly aware of what and how much I eat. I am more afraid of losing to much than gaining. My hubby is constantly telling me to drink a protein shake just to bump up my calories for the day. I don't think about food anymore which has been the biggest gift of all. I used to think about what I was making for break,lunch,dinner constantly. It is freeing to not be so caged by food. My biggest fears are all the attention I get now. It is difficult to want to look hot and sexy and the attention it gets. I just want people to admire from afar hahaha. I know this problem will only get worse once my ps is done.