We are going to our first visit with the doctor today for my husbands surgery.
We have an 18mo waiting period for weight loss on our insurance. So, we decided that he needs to have it done first. Me? I have to wait another 18 mos since I was just added to his insurance.
I am so excited for him, but so frustrated that I have to wait so long.
I have always been a big girl. But on top of that I have horrible cholesterol levels. We have three beautiful kids and I want to live longer for them. Not much worried about getting fit and skinny. Although that is a plus, but I just want my heart and body to allow me to be here to help and see them grow. And of course, like all others, I have tried it all.
My husband is the only one working and he is 38. I am so worried about him. My father had his first heart attack at 42.
I just pray and wish that I could come across a bag of money so I could go for the lap band tomorrow. UUUgggghhh.
I dislike having to wait.