ok update well I have now lost 25 kilos yah and feeling great sexy.....when I 1st wrote my blog so depressed and sad but hey so happy now. Ok dont want to sound like a big head but have been asked out by 2 good looking 20 year olds ha...I am ummm 48 feeling I think I am a couger!! I feel really good, dont think about ex anymore, ok HELP need help quick from guys and girls, have a date coming up really cute ha...and I really like him but what do I do when I go out for dinner, cant seem to hold much down, I know I should go back to Dr probably had too much fill, but I am losing so much weight and feeling so healthy I dont want to. So I really dont want to tell the new guy I had operation, awkwark ok he is much younger lucky me....but I just know i wll scare him away if I tell him, so need help fast what should I do, seem to get sick with most meals should I bluff my way throught it for a while and if it works out tell him I used to be a fatty???