i am sorry to say i dont think you arte running the program right there fore your sucess is limited stop get controll learn to create that same passion for the healthy items and then you will make it. i am going to be banded soon and i am going to run the program word for word and i mean it i dont care i refuse to fail, The lap band is a tool and you must work it and if not all this will be for nothing,WILLPOWER Good luck.