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Oh and may I ask who is your Dr.? Michelle

thanks, But i wish that old saying whats on the inside is what counts were totally true no society will judge him when he applies for a job when he goes to school He looks like a fuc### mental patient. He is such a smart kid and I dont understand what possesd hin to put that big tatoo ON HIS NECK OMG he cant even hide it. This has put such a damper on my getting my surgery I should be excited but everytime I think of my son I cant help but to cry and I mean all out cry. Thank you both for your coments

Hello and congrats on making that first step. My name is Michelle and i was wondering is your hospital St.Marys in Long Beach Ca.?

MAKE SURE YOU HAVE A SEXY MAN TO MATCH THAT DRESS GOOD LUCK

Well I am havin issues my son is trying to drive me crazy. He doesnt want me to get banded he thinks he is the parent. He walk in my house with a huge tatoo o n his neck I almost died. He is 19 and oh so lost. I had to do some serious praying. I really think he does this shit to mess with me I love him but he is determined to screw his life up. I have tried everything I am still paying for his last bad descion. My mom says dont give him a reaction yeah like I can do that. I am walking on my treadmil had a good sweat and cry. I am taking care of me for once and I luv my son but he is grown I have to do me. It sounds good but I am hurting so bad for my son. He is my only child and I need to get healthy because he is really going to need me after life kicks his ass. Next week at this time I will bw banded. Please God give me strength.

I just knew it my surgery date was pushed back a week and a day. Yes next Thur. the 5th I am aliitle disapointed but i know its for the best this cold kick my ass and I wont even tell you all the issues those dam antibotics brought:scared2:. I know its for the best I need to be at 100% I know I will heal better /quicker. I am at home I took time off of work. I will take this next couple of days to take care of myself.

I just knew it my surgery date was pushed back a week and a day. Yes next Thur. the 5th I am aliitle disapointed but i know its for the best this cold kick my ass and I wont even tell you all the issues those dam antibotics brought:scared2:. I know its for the best I need to be at 100% I know I will heal better /quicker. I am at home I took time off of work. I will take this next couple of days to take care of myself.

I am sorry that you are having such hard time healing and i hope the next couple of days will be better.

Well you abuse yourself when you over eat or eat the wrong things and now your going to verbally abuse yourself. Stop it and learn to love you with all your faults and short cumming love you. You have to be positive and when you fall off just dust yourself off (know your self worth) and get back on board. Its a hard fight and you need all the help you can get. Write down the things that trigger your eating and see what it is you can change. Make a consious choice everytime you puT something in your mouth. Tell yourself how good you feel after a good workout (you might not feel that now but keep telling yourself that and you will) tell yourself how much more satisfying a healthy meal is. Stroke yourself just as hard as you bash yourself and you will win this fight. GOOD LUCK MICHELLE

protien and plenty of water and keep busy remember this will pass. Stay strong

MICHELLE FROM LONG BEACH CA. BEING BANDED ON THE JAN. 28,09 (unless cold forces me to push back a week)

GOOD LUCKY.

GIRL I HAD TO READ YOUR BLOG TWICE MAYBE THREE TIMES I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER. PLEASE USE COMMAS ,,,,,,,, HAHAHAHA I JUST COULDNT BELIEVE YOU WERE REALLY WORRIED ABOUT YOUR WEIGHT AND YOU HAD LUNG CANCER THE HELL WITH A SWEET SPOT THEN LOL. WELL I AM HAPPY YOU STOP SMOKING ON YOUR OWN KEEP IT UP BECAUSE NO ONE LIKES A STINKY SNKINNY GIRL. GOOD NIGHT, MICHELLE

you found out you have lung cancer? I just stop smoking a month or so ago. I am confused first your blog. said you quit smoking and then it said you didnt. I hope all works out and my prayers and thoughts are with you. MICHELLE

I didnt sleep well last night besides my being sick I am really stressing. I have so much going on. I messed around and found a bunch of people that were banded and didnt lose a pound oh I dont want to even go there. How is that even possible? I guess I just had to keep looking for some horror stories and as they say seek and you shall find. I wont let that dicourage me I have heard more sucess stories. I havent heard alot of people 4 or 5 years out I am now curious about the long term. Just more shit for me to stress about. I will be ok. I know all I ever needed was a tool I am not looking for a mircle just a little help and thats what the band will be for me. I know I am the one that must work out, make better eating choices. I am going to work this program and I am staring in this show my band is merly the co star. HELLO:thumbup::thumbup::thumbup:

Good luck you will be fine. I am also being banded wed. And i am excited i have expiernced every emotion there is. I just cant wait untill its over.

Hello fellow bandster iI am getting banded the same day here is Southern Ca. Good luck to you and dont trip everyone is nervious. Michelle

I didnt sleep well last night besides my being sick I am really stressing. I have so much going on. I messed around and found a bunch of people that were banded and didnt lose a pound oh I dont want to even go there. How is that even possible? I guess I just had to keep looking for some horror stories and as they say seek and you shall find. I wont let that dicourage me I have heard more sucess stories. I havent heard alot of people 4 or 5 years out I am now curious about the long term. Just more shit for me to stress about. I will be ok. I know all I ever needed was a tool I am not looking for a mircle just a little help and thats what the band will be for me. I know I am the one that must work out, make better eating choices. I am going to work this program and I am staring in this show my band is merly the co star. HELLO:thumbup::thumbup:

tHAT WAS TOUCHING I SO FEEL YOU AND CANT WAIT TO FEEL THAT SAME SATISFACTION. GOOD FOR YOU

I AM ALSO IN SOUTHERN CA. CAN I ASK WHO WAS YOUR DR.? MAYBE I CAN MAKE SOME SUGGESTIONS I WILL GET BACK TO YOU

I sm so happy for you keep up the good work