mymy
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I lost 190 pounds of dead weight
mymy commented on mymy's blog entry in On my journey to success!!!!!!
Here i go drama where shall i start ok i have been under lot of stress and my b f has been no help he is not all on board with my getting the sergury anyway. I just had it and i asked him to leave oh and he couldnt get out the door quick enough lol. That was night b4 last and other then him texting me and being a complete ass that has been the extent of our conversatiion. I am sad in away but relieved in another, I feel like I am all by myself I have my mom sisters but they have their lives and i dont want to call with my issues i cant believe between my ex b f and my screwed up son i just cant find time to enjoy the fact that i am getting banded in just teo days instead i am so sad my heart feels so heave. My Bf was no prize so thats not it i just wish he were here to help me start this jurney i planned on dumpimg his sorry ass anyway just on my term yes i told him to leave but i didnt think he would (haha joke on me). I cant be stressing out i need to find peace b4 i go into surgery and i will to nite i will vent cry and tommorrow all that shit is gone it is what it is and my stressing wont help. I am okay -
Well I am havin issues my son is trying to drive me crazy. He doesnt want me to get banded he thinks he is the parent. He walk in my house with a huge tatoo o n his neck I almost died. He is 19 and oh so lost. I had to do some serious praying. I really think he does this shit to mess with me I love him but he is determined to screw his life up. I have tried everything I am still paying for his last bad descion. My mom says dont give him a reaction yeah like I can do that. I am walking on my treadmil had a good sweat and cry. I am taking care of me for once and I luv my son but he is grown I have to do me. It sounds good but I am hurting so bad for my son. He is my only child and I need to get healthy because he is really going to need me after life kicks his ass. Next week at this time I will bw banded. Please God give me strength.
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I know you are going crazy thinking the worst. Dont worry all is fine. Stay positive.
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you should be proud keep up the good work
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I am proud to say a month clean two weeks with the nicotin patch then i jst stop after 20 yrs. I always wanted to stop but i just couldnt bare to gain weight so when i knew i was sed. for the band i was more then happy to quit. I feel so much better. Why get the surgery and continue to smoke that is just crazt
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This is what i am.....this is what i have become
mymy commented on FuriousAbyss1947's blog entry in Blog 56431
OMG I JUST LOVE YOU. You express yourself well. Look its all about you now dont let your past bad experiences rain on your new found self. Enjoy life and all it has to offer and i n order to do that you must heal. It is sad that society treats people of larger size with such lack of respect but that is just how it is. Just make sure though you are droping the weight dont lose the important parts your sense of humor your zest for life. You welcome all the good your weight loss has brought and its your choice who to tell about your band and if you never tell well that is your choice. Dont be angrey just remeber those people that treated you less then you deserved and x them out of your life and always be you remember your weight is just a piece of you (shell )your inner beauty is what counts. -
good luck you will be fine make sure you keep us posted. Michelle
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wow what a difference 40 pounds could make you look great i hope your proud of yourself and keep up the good work. get those pictures up assp i love to see the before and after pictures
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hey Tami I just ran across your not to me i didnt think to look back on that page i thought when people would respond they would go to my page. i am not computer savi to say the least. well i had to push back my date had a cold so now i am good to go 2-5 my Dr.Naim. Get back to me Tami on my page or you can email me at www.shell206@yahoo.com I really would lke some support groups i live here off the 91 at Pierce
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hello nmy name is Michelle i am sed for my band 2-5 where do you live.? I am in Long beach
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congrats and i hope you continue to do well. I am sed for my band 2-5-9 and i am about 260 how tall are you? Iam 5.7
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I am sed.for the 5th of Feb. 09. I was originally sed for the 28th of Jan. but due to a cold I had to re sed. I am now ready I just really would like to find a support group. Anyone here in LongBeach CA. Or Riverside Corona area? Good luck to all. THOSE IN THE Area leave me a messege here or my email www.shell206@yahoo.com Michelle
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I am happy to hear your doing so well I can only hope to be so lucky. Keep up the good work.
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good for you. Iyou are a hell of a women girl i dont know which i am more impress with you in 3 inch heels or you not waking you babies up. Just to be on the safe side next time girl leave the heels in the car. :]
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I only have three days well Thur. at this time I will be on my way into surgery. I spend my Sunday morning in the ER. I was convinced I had kidney failure LOL. Only after hours of testing and two different Doctors was I convinced that I was ok. I have been so stressed out that I made myself sick. I just didnt want anything to stop my having surgery this week. So every pain I pay close attention too. I am just worried about the band getting infected / erroded. I just dont want to be one of those people that for one reason or another the band fails me. I am willing and prepared to do all that is in my power to assure success. I just fear those issues that I have no control of. Yes,believe it or not I did pass my phys. evaul. LOL.
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THANK YOU SO MUCH i AM SO RELIEVED to find out I am not crazy. I have had surgery b4 and i have never experienced these types of emotions/fears. I hate to say it but I really think it has more to do with food. I am sed. for the 5th of Feb. and you dont know how happy I was to find out that My. Dr. doesnt require me to do the liquid diet prior to surgery. I am not so sure about that now because I think being on the liquid diet can also prepare me for the after surgery process, So now that another issue I have to stress about. LOL
Midchelle
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Thank you yoco it feels good to know I am not alone. I dont know what I would do without this site.
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yeah I am so happy that your doing so well. I was supposed to be banded on the 28th and due to a cold I had to re sed. now its the 5th of Feb. I feel you my imagination can really run wild dont let it. Take it one day at a time one pound at a time. Michelle
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ha ha let me try that again. Thanks that recipes sounds great. I just cant do bell peppers or onions but I get the idea. Please feel free to share your easy recipes (I am new to the kitchen area) with me. Michelle
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Thanks that sound good but like voiceqmt i will sub. anything no bell pepers or onions for me but thanks. Please feel free to share your reciepts with me. Michelle
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Go ahead girl do your thang. Keep up the good work. Dont get too skinny its always nice to have some curves. Michelle
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I only have three days well Thur. at this time I will be on my way into surgery. I spend my Sunday morning in the ER. I was convinced I had kidney failure LOL. Only after hours of testing and two different Doctors was I convinced that I was ok. I have been so stressed out that I made myself sick. I just didnt want anything to stop my having surgery this week. So every pain I pay close attention too. I am just worried about the band getting infected / erroded. I just dont want to be one of those people that for one reason or another the band fails me. I am willing and prepared to do all that is in my power to assure success. I just fear those issues that I have no control of. Yes,believe it or not I did pass my phys. evaul. LOL.
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Night before the start of the rest of my life!
mymy commented on iradi8fortheusa's blog entry in One banded Bikers Journey
best luck to you. You can do it