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Is beauty worth all of this?????????????????
mymy commented on mymy's blog entry in On my journey to success!!!!!!
After getting my lap band I feel as if I can do it all. I am 37 yrs old and I have had a gap between my front teeth for ever and I dont know if I just got use to it or if I really like it ( other then that I have a beauitful set of teeth). I have always had comments about my gap weather it was positive or negative (schools fights) but I never gave it too much thought but now since I had the courage to get the lap band i have choose to go all the way. I went to the dentist and boy did I jump before thinking the next thing I know I have a new set of teeth yeap in two days I went from my big beauitful gap to a set of temps venears oh they hurt like hell what did I do? My whole head hurts the good thing about that is I havent thought about eating lol the lap band expiernce was disney land compared to this. Oh why couldnt I just be happy at the thought of being skinny now I am trying to be the next super model :cursing: I have lost my mind and teeth I hope like hell this wasnt a bad decsion cause if my teeth dont come out right I will get this band removed and gum my way to 500 pounds :rolleyes2: My listening to people "oh Michelle close your gap you would look so much better" Hell I thought I was fine with my gap HELLO even with a couple of extra pounds I was still cute it just got to where I couldnt breath that when I thought hey maybe I have a problem and that is when I went to the Dr. and he busted my bubble and informed me that I was obese. I have to have these temps for two weeks I hope this pain subsides quickly or I am going for dentures:laugh: Yeah and I am suppose to put my patch on yeah right this hurts and my cigs are helping me I will stop soon for real. I went and bought a pack and couldnt believe they were damnear 6.00 hell no I was paying 3.50 for Marlboro just three months ago. I have so many issues I could have my own soap prime time. I am going home early and drink yes I said drink me some vicadin and crash hope I dont wake up with my teeth in my hand, oh thats all i need to complete my soap a dam drug problem lol. Michelle -
I had to break my messege into 2 girl I gues thats way of my computer telling me I talk to much lol ok 1st dont trip everyone worries about the worst not waking up band slipage and the worst not losing a pound dont worry you will be fine i wouold do it 100 times over and club bounce its is great a good vibe dont get me wrong some of these women go too far but its nice that they (look at me i am down 30 pounds and its now them amd me haha) have some where to go and feel good about them selves go to the web site club bounce in Long Beach Ca. Good luck on your surgery you will be fine I hope you get your date soon and remember you be prepared get ready this is not a quick solution it takes work even if you dont work out like crazy my mental part was and still is my greatest battle. Take care keep in touch. Michelle
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MY SON HE IS KILLING ME he is so lucky I got this surgery because if I STILL HAD THAT HOPELESS FEELING I WOULD HAVE KILLED HIM HAHA BUT OH SO SERIOUS. I have lived my life for him and he is worrying the shit out of me neck is a big picture of a women girl colored eyes red tounge and all. I just about died this month he informed me he is a rapper i swear he is testing me but i am ok I refuse 2 b fine skinny sitting in prison so I will leave 2 God latest tetto was the front of his hand big as day PAC stands 4 pretty ass chris i told him i hope you dont end up in jail with your pretty ass it look as if a light came on when i said that his expresion was priceless my poor lost child i am starting a fund now for tatoo removeal when he wisens up. Take care and i hope all gose well and you get your surgery date.
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Hello ok where shall I start fiest I am really messing up I went out Frieday night club bounce (fat girl club). I had a good time and I drank enough calories for the week. I also screwed up by smoking yes did I mess up. The only thing I didnt do was do the after club Denny's or Jack n box run. I dont ever go out but it was a good friends of mine b day. I am so upset with the fact that I smoked and you guessed it I havent stoped since. I am hiding it as much as I can (the smell is hard to mask) my mother would just kill me not to mention the rest of my family. My family was more happy that I quit smoking more so then the lap band. I am doing well as fae as my losing down to 229 yeah. I will put the patch on quit this sh## I know I felt so good being smoke free.
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Hello ok where shall I start fiest I am really messing up I went out Frieday night club bounce (fat girl club). I had a good time and I drank enough calories for the week. I also screwed up by smoking yes did I mess up. The only thing I didnt do was do the after club Denny's or Jack n box run. I dont ever go out but it was a good friends of mine b day. I am so upset with the fact that I smoked and you guessed it I havent stoped since. I am hiding it as much as I can (the smell is hard to mask) my mother would just kill me not to mention the rest of my family. My family was more happy that I quit smoking more so then the lap band. I am doing well as fae as my losing down to 229 yeah. I will put the patch on quit this sh## I know I felt so good being smoke free.
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girl dont trip I think we all remember that day when we were called obease trust I wanted to die I thought this Dr. must be crazy I carry my wieght good I am fine Hello and then I had to deal with reality and I did something about it. I never want to refered to as an obease women and I am doing all in my power to change that. Good luck
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hello well i am happy to hear you live around the corner we can get together and work out. I really dont have a method to my losing except I can bearly eat anything lol. I pretty much survive on squash mushrooms and fish. I dont know how much you want to spend on a gym but i have this gym with a personal trainer right on Pierce and its only 180 for three times a week for a month. I only plan to stay there a month to learn tech. and then I am going back to 24 hour on Mc Kenliey (i cant spell for sh@@) lol. ok I hope the Dr. helps you but I guess the less you have to lose the harder it is . You dont have to lose that much. I started out at 265 and I am 229 as of this morning. Yeah for me I am so excited. Hope to hear from you. Michelle. PS what is your name?
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hello, how are you? I had my surgery in early feb. and I am doing well. I feel good down 30 pounds and more importantly I have lost alot of inches. I have energy something I havent had in a long time and I love it. Well i havent read up on you yet I will check out your pro file in a minute. I live off the 91 pierce in riverside but I work in Long Beach what part of riverside do you live in? I am looking for a work out buddy. I just got a personal trainer but i only intend to stay therefor a month and from there on I will be on my own. Michelle
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"they" say I have lost enough weight..give me a break!
mymy replied to di1138's topic in LAP-BAND Surgery Forums
I have to be honest that has been a concern for me I dont want to lose too much wieght. I dont think people can be all exspected to follow a chart its where you feel healthy where you look good. I have been told 145 is my idle wight NOT I would look like a crack head at 145 hell my ass and hair is almost half of that lol I would look good at 175 180 to hell with that chart I want some curves its the rolls i cant bear. Good luck to everyone Michelle -
I have a fight on my hands and I will win
mymy posted a blog entry in On my journey to success!!!!!!
Hello well I found myself a private gym down the street from my house and the prices could only be better if it was free. I know God is watching over me. I have committed to three days a week and Iam so excited I cant wait. Precision fitness in Riverside Ca. I spent less then an hour with Debbie and I learned so much yes nutrition counseling is included. I am still filling full but today wasnt as easy as yesterday but its head hunger and I know it and I am trying with every ounce of my being to control it. I will be ok and I will beat this I have to have control I will continue to drink water and more water. I just dont have as much energy as yesterday. I hope tomorrow is a better day. I swear this up and down is for the birds. Please dont get me wrong I feel fine I just want that same high I had yesterday. This is what people with bi polar must go through lol not that I would know. My first workout will be Tuesday. Michelle -
I have a fight on my hands and I will win
mymy commented on mymy's blog entry in On my journey to success!!!!!!
Hello well I found myself a private gym down the street from my house and the prices could only be better if it was free. I know God is watching over me. I have committed to three days a week and Iam so excited I cant wait. Precision fitness in Riverside Ca. I spent less then an hour with Debbie and I learned so much yes nutrition counseling is included. I am still filling full but today wasnt as easy as yesterday but its head hunger and I know it and I am trying with every ounce of my being to control it. I will be ok and I will beat this I have to have control I will continue to drink water and more water. I just dont have as much energy as yesterday. I hope tomorrow is a better day. I swear this up and down is for the birds. Please dont get me wrong I feel fine I just want that same high I had yesterday. This is what people with bi polar must go through lol not that I would know. My first workout will be Tuesday. Michelle -
Should I or Should I not have a lap-band surgery?
mymy commented on marmar's blog entry in Blog 62409
Mary you are not crazy. I was in your situation a couple of years ago. I wanted to lose 30 40 pounds and I just couldnt do it and not to mention I was a smoker and I wouldnt quit in fear of my gaining more weight. I went to Dr. after Dr. seeking the lap band but my BMI wasnt high enough and before long i was 40 pounds heavier and 6 months later I was banded and though I am having some serious up and downs I am glad I got the band. It takes work I mean really work self controll so really make sure this is what you want / need. Take and Good Luck, Michelle -
Hello well life is good again. I got a fill yesterday and I cant even to begin to express the relief i feel. I wish that I could keep this feeling always. I am not hungry at all I am drinking water like crazy and my protien drink is the exciting part of my day. I was even so lucky to find my Dr. has an office in Long Beach ten minutes away from my work place rather then Beverly Hills an hour away. God was on my side. I hope this fill last a while. My Dr. says he shouldnt see me for another two months and as soon as I went up to the front desk I made an appt. for 6 weeks later, just in case :thumbdown: I am going to the gym and I want a personal trainer I cant wait. My sister called me and told me about this book The body sulpturing bible for women by James Villeeigue it sound greats I will pick that up today. I have so much energy and I realize my not having any restriction was very disheartening. I have hope again. I am women hear me roar:tt1:
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GIRL YOU READ MY MIND I will be checking back on this post I am curious to see what comes of it. I do know you shouldnt have too much to worry about you are young and you dont have that much weight to lose I am down 25 pounds and I dont think any surgery will be needed but I do know i will get my breast done
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well I hope you feel better soon. I was wondering what colon cleanser are you using. I did the total body cleanser b4 lap band but I am afraid now, being the pills are so big and I worry about crushing them and them not being as effective. Please share. Michelle
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Hello well life is good again. I got a fill yesterday and I cant even to begin to express the relief i feel. I wish that I could keep this feeling always. I am not hungry at all I am drinking water like crazy and my protien drink is the exciting part of my day. I was even so lucky to find my Dr. has an office in Long Beach ten minutes away from my work place rather then Beverly Hills an hour away. God was on my side. I hope this fill last a while. My Dr. says he shouldnt see me for another two months and as soon as I went up to the front desk I made an appt. for 6 weeks later, just in case :thumbdown: I am going to the gym and I want a personal trainer I cant wait. My sister called me and told me about this book The body sulpturing bible for women by James Villeeigue it sound greats I will pick that up today. I have so much energy and I realize my not having any restriction was very disheartening. I have hope again. I am women hear me roar:tt1:
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I was told slim fast was a no no heacy on calories but maybe its different for men. Your doing well congrats and keep up the good work
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good for you. congrats you seem to be a well rounded person. good luck to you and remember that you come first take that with you throughout life and you cant go wrong. Michelle
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OMG,called my Dr&demanded 2bseen ok maybe it was more like begging what ever lol I did get an appointment. I need a fill like crazy I am always hungry but I do feel restricted not as much as I did last week but the restriction is there oh boy is it there. I got up in the middle of the night and before I knew it I have warmed up a double cheese burger and yes took a bite (I am so ashamed) and just as quick as I took that bite it kicked my ass yes it did. I promise I didnt even remember touching the dam thing but I warmed it up and everything. I cant believe this sh**. I am usually a strong person but this is harder then I thought. I wanted to blaim everyone in my house 1st who the hell went to Mc Donalds 2nd why would a burger yes double cheese burger (one of my favorites) be left on the counter haha. I wanted to wake up the whole dam block I could have kicked Mc Donolds ass myself. I was so mad but I know it was no ones fault but my own. I was sick not just cause of the restriction but the thought that I was sleeping and got out of my bed hell did I smell it? I really thought I found my sweet spot I was so wrong. Is this how this works am I going to get a fill and in another week or so I will be starving I hope not. I really didnt realize the lack of controll I had when it came to food. I have so many questions for my Dr. today.I was so prepared (I thought) I did the reserch why wasnt I prepared for this?????? I dont know weather to laugh or cry. Ok on my to the Dr. wish me luck or shall I say wish him luck because I am going there kicking down doors to get my fill.:biggrin:
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OMG,called my Dr&demanded 2bseen ok maybe it was more like begging what ever lol I did get an appointment. I need a fill like crazy I am always hungry but I do feel restricted not as much as I did last week but the restriction is there oh boy is it there. I got up in the middle of the night and before I knew it I have warmed up a double cheese burger and yes took a bite (I am so ashamed) and just as quick as I took that bite it kicked my ass yes it did. I promise I didnt even remember touching the dam thing but I warmed it up and everything. I cant believe this sh**. I am usually a strong person but this is harder then I thought. I wanted to blaim everyone in my house 1st who the hell went to Mc Donalds 2nd why would a burger yes double cheese burger (one of my favorites) be left on the counter haha. I wanted to wake up the whole dam block I could have kicked Mc Donolds ass myself. I was so mad but I know it was no ones fault but my own. I was sick not just cause of the restriction but the thought that I was sleeping and got out of my bed hell did I smell it? I really thought I found my sweet spot I was so wrong. Is this how this works am I going to get a fill and in another week or so I will be starving I hope not. I really didnt realize the lack of controll I had when it came to food. I have so many questions for my Dr. today.I was so prepared (I thought) I did the reserch why wasnt I prepared for this?????? I dont know weather to laugh or cry. Ok on my to the Dr. wish me luck or shall I say wish him luck because I am going there kicking down doors to get my fill.
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you go girl oh i so feel you
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Hello Julie I got your messege and I thank you but please enlighten me I thought a protien drin for breakfast was good I went out and bought wheat germ to add to it to make it heavier. I would appreciate your help Lord knows I need it and Girl you know I had a piece of that chicken you thin my blog was funny you should have seen me driving eating that leg lol
Michelle